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it's overwhelming to me that,
in growing older the excuse that "i was just being childish" now stands as out played.
and knowing in my heart that the things i did when useing these terms,
could never be justified in my own eyes,
even after hearing it's acceptable or "expected" from the ones who've raised me.
worse yet...
after learning that these were simply exscuses
it disapoints me that it is so hard to leave behind the things i know should mean nothing.
in growing older the excuse that "i was just being childish" now stands as out played.
and knowing in my heart that the things i did when useing these terms,
could never be justified in my own eyes,
even after hearing it's acceptable or "expected" from the ones who've raised me.
worse yet...
after learning that these were simply exscuses
it disapoints me that it is so hard to leave behind the things i know should mean nothing.