my heart speaks before my mind thinks through

Jul 31, 2003 21:59

today was fun, i hung out with lilah. we ate at humble bagel, then walked to U.P. where there was a water fight. we saw some chill ass ppl, i got to see joe! we were supposed to hang out with ian today..it didnt happen, i forgot his # and he was at montana's house so i couldnt use a phone book..dont know montana's last name. oh well. tomorrow is another day! me n lilah also went to yoga!! lol omg it was so difficult though, we did these wierd ab workouts things and they were realy hard but its good for you!! i love doin shit like that its fun. holy shit and its so fucking relaxing. i almost fell asleep twice. i just got off the phone with malina a while ago. its so much fun to talk to her again. i love her! i think maybe we might go to a lake 2morrow with nina. it'd be fun! the heat is beginning to become un barrable, i need to be in the water!!!

I chose this journal backround again. Its one of my old ones, but I love it soo much. If I could be any where in the world, it’d be on one of those boats. That picture was taken in Egypt, and it makes me want to go there soooo badly. A long time ago, I had that backround, even on my desktop on my computer or laptop whatever, and I’d always listen to the song I’m listening to right now, Christina Aguilera “loving me for me”. It became like a routine, a phase that I went through, and I’d just look at that picture and I felt like I was on one of those boats, the song is perfect hah. And its soooo pretty. And that was one of the only phases that I went through that I repeat, because I enjoyed it so much. I remember the first time I heard this song, it was at dance. We were all stretching and Sara’s boyfriend came in. it was so cute, just seeing them together plus with the song, it was just like a movie. I just love the picture aaahhh.

Last night I taught dan how to make a grilled cheese sandwich. That kid is crazy but I love him.

I am so excited but I don’t know what for. All I know is that I love my life right now, I just want to scream it out. I’ve made such a huge turn around in my life and intend to keep it that way by any means necessary. There are ways that my life could be better, I mean it’s not perfect, but then again, its like just the fact that there is room for improvement, and imperfection still lingers, that’s what makes the whole situation perfect in my eyes.

Miranda: OMG I love him, he’s amazing
Me: I love the way you say amazing it reminds me of a flying seagull

Lol sorry another priceless quote that I’m obsessed with.

my brother and i bought a book on how to build tree houses today heheheh. ooo someone is coming to look at our house this week...this is their THIRD TIME looking @ it, and i think they're gonna buy!! omg i cant wait to move into the new house...i'd be neighbors with joe mel dayna jessica meegan and all these ppl and its right fucking by prince puckelers. sweeeeeet.

Lilah and I saw this pool in teh apartements of VLT parking lot, and we were like whoa. it is this huge ass out door pool, and you can get into it by this gate, i think its new. hah when we went thru the dentist clinick *to get to the Y* i decided to walk thru their pond bedcause it was so hot and my shoe fell off and lilah had to get it. lol it was realy cool especialy since people gave us really wierd looks. heh.

wow today is such a fucking lucky day for me, at the last minute i saved this journal entry just in case it like didnt work and made me go back and it would be deleated. and it just did that. hahaha score.
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