risky behavior
Jesus.
The police searched our entire property. 65 fucking acres, they even had those attack guard dogs with them.
Mean while Claire and I were out, with Neil Ethan Ari Nick Jamie Dan Chris, too drunk to talk, walk, or function in any way; let alone call home to tell them we weren’t dead.
Fucked up. It was our second time sneaking out that weekend, we didn’t think we’d get caught, but when we left the house my mom was still awake. Later on that night she realized how retardedly quiet it was, she thought Claire and I had fallen asleep downstairs. She went down to wake us up to tell us to go to bed, we’re stupid and forgot to tell her we were going to “sleep downstairs”. So much for that idea. We got a ride down to Washington park, met neil ethan ari and nick there at like 11:30, lol I guess my mom *went to bed* early. Well she was in bed, but wasn’t asleep. She was watching a movie. We walked to Jamie’s house. Jamie and Nick left to go get some 40’s. we had already had alchohol but we wanted more. Someone called my phone, it said private number, I flipped out thinking it was my mom so I let my answering machine get it. Neil checked the messages, and it was Rachel. I had never been so relieved in my ENTIRE LIFE. Then about an hour later, *private number* called again, I thought It was Rachel but I was still scared out of my fucking mind... so I stupidly had Ari answer the phone. He put the phone down and said it was my mom, and at first I thought he was just fucking with me but then I had Ethan answer, and then he handed the phone to me, and I listened, and it was my mom. I fucking flipped out and hung up the phone, then turned it off. I was in a fucking panic, not drunk but kinda buzzed, and high, well that kinda ruined my high but whatever…I freaked out and didn’t know what to do. Later my mom called claires phone, and she just turned it off too. Shit I had no clue what to do. I didn’t want to call her I was too fucking scared. Then Jamie and nick came back with about 8 forties and in about a half hour they were all gone. The night was a blur. I had a lot of fun actually, it was funny as hell seeing ethan running around in his Hitler glasses chasing the cat, or seeing neil rolled up in fucking styrafoam or whatever the hell it was, rolling around on the floor. Then I remember all of a sudden my shirt was off. What the fuck. That’s about it. Then a few hours later around like …. I think 3:00 claires mom called and she answered and was freaking out and I guess she found out where we were and then she called my mom and told her. So basically me and Claire are fucked. Later that night ethan didn’t know where the hell he was and was too drunk to think and went back to his house instead of neils. So much for that. Everyone that was at jamies house, like all the friends he had over, were all caught, because Jamie wasn’t supposed to have friends over, cuz his parents are outta town. Jamie hasn’t been caught yet. My cell phone is gone, it was in neils backpack and he doesn’t remember where his backpack is, and I left all my shit at jamies house too. Claire got it for me today though. So basically everyone was caught except for Jamie, neil, nick and ari. That’s all I know. But I do know one thing for sure, I owe my fucking life to Claire. I owe it to everyone that was there, especially Claire and Jamie. Other than that me and Claire had a lot of fun, and the days before that we got to hang out with dan and we went to his house and he let us write on his walls and we made a mural dedicated to dorta, “TONIGHT”, raole and TEBO!! And we saw the second tomb raider movie, it was fucking horrible. So we just sat there and threw candy at fat people. Shit. Well Claire and her mom came over this morning, and we talked about the whole thing but we didn’t rat anyone out, except my mom knew about Jamie, but she isn’t gonna tell on him because she knows he helped me. So basically im not in any kind of trouble @ the moment, my mom hasn’t layed down any punishments yet because she needs a few days to cool off and let the situation actually sink in and let her start to forget about it. but basically I need to let this whole situation sink in, and I need fucking time to recover, I didn’t get home till like 4:45 and I was still drunk off my ass….so you can only imagine the pain I was in this morning. As the images of the previous night flashed through my mind and it was like being electrocuted. Some things I can’t talk about but jesus I need to talk to Claire. I fucking love her, she is 1 of the most loyal friends I’ve ever had and most loyal person I’ve ever met. Im so happy she doesn’t have to go back to cali till the end of the summer, cuz at first her mom was mad and shes like yer going back to cali with me 2morrow but she changed her mind I guess. Shit I need to write to Melissa! Its really fucking difficult because life is so quickly paced for me now and I never have the time. Oh well. I have this really scared feeling in my belly right now… I don’t even know why. All I know is that it sucks ass to come home to a house that was fucking RANSACKED and my shit is all over the floor, the police searched EVERYTHING to look for clues. They even went thru claire’s backpack which is how my mom got her # and her dads # in cali. Lol even the police in cali had to go wake claire’s dad up at his house, I felt hella bad. It was the scariest thing ever. It’s not so much as us regretting doing it, we just regret getting caught. The whole thing was hella sketch from the start, we both had a horrible feeling. But life goes on so I think everything will be okay.
The police searched our entire property. 65 fucking acres, they even had those attack guard dogs with them.
Mean while Claire and I were out, with Neil Ethan Ari Nick Jamie Dan Chris, too drunk to talk, walk, or function in any way; let alone call home to tell them we weren’t dead.
Fucked up. It was our second time sneaking out that weekend, we didn’t think we’d get caught, but when we left the house my mom was still awake. Later on that night she realized how retardedly quiet it was, she thought Claire and I had fallen asleep downstairs. She went down to wake us up to tell us to go to bed, we’re stupid and forgot to tell her we were going to “sleep downstairs”. So much for that idea. We got a ride down to Washington park, met neil ethan ari and nick there at like 11:30, lol I guess my mom *went to bed* early. Well she was in bed, but wasn’t asleep. She was watching a movie. We walked to Jamie’s house. Jamie and Nick left to go get some 40’s. we had already had alchohol but we wanted more. Someone called my phone, it said private number, I flipped out thinking it was my mom so I let my answering machine get it. Neil checked the messages, and it was Rachel. I had never been so relieved in my ENTIRE LIFE. Then about an hour later, *private number* called again, I thought It was Rachel but I was still scared out of my fucking mind... so I stupidly had Ari answer the phone. He put the phone down and said it was my mom, and at first I thought he was just fucking with me but then I had Ethan answer, and then he handed the phone to me, and I listened, and it was my mom. I fucking flipped out and hung up the phone, then turned it off. I was in a fucking panic, not drunk but kinda buzzed, and high, well that kinda ruined my high but whatever…I freaked out and didn’t know what to do. Later my mom called claires phone, and she just turned it off too. Shit I had no clue what to do. I didn’t want to call her I was too fucking scared. Then Jamie and nick came back with about 8 forties and in about a half hour they were all gone. The night was a blur. I had a lot of fun actually, it was funny as hell seeing ethan running around in his Hitler glasses chasing the cat, or seeing neil rolled up in fucking styrafoam or whatever the hell it was, rolling around on the floor. Then I remember all of a sudden my shirt was off. What the fuck. That’s about it. Then a few hours later around like …. I think 3:00 claires mom called and she answered and was freaking out and I guess she found out where we were and then she called my mom and told her. So basically me and Claire are fucked. Later that night ethan didn’t know where the hell he was and was too drunk to think and went back to his house instead of neils. So much for that. Everyone that was at jamies house, like all the friends he had over, were all caught, because Jamie wasn’t supposed to have friends over, cuz his parents are outta town. Jamie hasn’t been caught yet. My cell phone is gone, it was in neils backpack and he doesn’t remember where his backpack is, and I left all my shit at jamies house too. Claire got it for me today though. So basically everyone was caught except for Jamie, neil, nick and ari. That’s all I know. But I do know one thing for sure, I owe my fucking life to Claire. I owe it to everyone that was there, especially Claire and Jamie. Other than that me and Claire had a lot of fun, and the days before that we got to hang out with dan and we went to his house and he let us write on his walls and we made a mural dedicated to dorta, “TONIGHT”, raole and TEBO!! And we saw the second tomb raider movie, it was fucking horrible. So we just sat there and threw candy at fat people. Shit. Well Claire and her mom came over this morning, and we talked about the whole thing but we didn’t rat anyone out, except my mom knew about Jamie, but she isn’t gonna tell on him because she knows he helped me. So basically im not in any kind of trouble @ the moment, my mom hasn’t layed down any punishments yet because she needs a few days to cool off and let the situation actually sink in and let her start to forget about it. but basically I need to let this whole situation sink in, and I need fucking time to recover, I didn’t get home till like 4:45 and I was still drunk off my ass….so you can only imagine the pain I was in this morning. As the images of the previous night flashed through my mind and it was like being electrocuted. Some things I can’t talk about but jesus I need to talk to Claire. I fucking love her, she is 1 of the most loyal friends I’ve ever had and most loyal person I’ve ever met. Im so happy she doesn’t have to go back to cali till the end of the summer, cuz at first her mom was mad and shes like yer going back to cali with me 2morrow but she changed her mind I guess. Shit I need to write to Melissa! Its really fucking difficult because life is so quickly paced for me now and I never have the time. Oh well. I have this really scared feeling in my belly right now… I don’t even know why. All I know is that it sucks ass to come home to a house that was fucking RANSACKED and my shit is all over the floor, the police searched EVERYTHING to look for clues. They even went thru claire’s backpack which is how my mom got her # and her dads # in cali. Lol even the police in cali had to go wake claire’s dad up at his house, I felt hella bad. It was the scariest thing ever. It’s not so much as us regretting doing it, we just regret getting caught. The whole thing was hella sketch from the start, we both had a horrible feeling. But life goes on so I think everything will be okay.