it seems like just the other day
this song reminds me of rachels house lol. it also reminds me of Stephan. things i dont even want to think about. i just want to leave my entire life behind. i had a fun past three days, hung out with rachel and becky, we drove around, went to these guys houses, got drunk, raided some abandoned frat apartement, wandered around campus, watched movies, talked, went to a baseball game, lol these guys at the mall came up to me and rachel and were all "those guys over there want you to come over there" and we're all just come over here so this whole baseball team came over they're in town for a tournament or whatever they're all from klamath falls and they were realy hot so we got their #s and they got ours and we drove out there to black canyon lake to meet them and it was realy far and all of a sudden becky is all wow im done driving so we just turned around and went to james's apartement with his room mates mike keith and this other guy i forget his name and they had these other 3 girls but then they left shortlly after and i dont know random shit blablabla i would go into detail but it was fun i just spent the night at rachels house for the past like 2 nights and its wierd being home again. we went shopping ALOT and wow its so wierd to think about, that i've been hanging out with rachel every day for the past 4 days, even tho today and the first day werent sleep overs it feels like 3 days ago was like 3 weeks ago. its really strange lol. im going to portland with melissa sunday and we're staying the night and i get to spend the night at her house 2morrow too. i think it'll be really really fun to just get the hell away from everyone for a while. just get the fuck out of eugene. let me tlel you, today was not fucking my day at all. its been a realy shitty ass day. i wanted to go to the Country fair today but i didnt get to. i wanted to go visit Ian at his booth and go see jessica and i wanted to see Bianca too. i wanted to do alot of things that i didnt get to do but there are always other days. you know what movie looks really funny.... Gigli with ben affleck and jennifer lopez. jennifer lopez is such a better actress than she is singer. its retarded. oh well. wow the new tomb raider movie looks hella good too.....the reason why im talking about all these random ass movies is cuz im watching tv and i see all these shit crazy commercials but the sound isnt even on hah im cool. okay WOW I NEED TO GO TO THE FUCKING COUNTRY FAIR!!! i am going to call mel and see if we can go 2morrow. no, i'll call bianca. no fuck i dono what i'll do. whatever i dont know how long it'll be open for but i doubt not for that long @ all. i thik only like three days actually but i donno fuck it. i cant wait for the Lane County fair with all the rides n shit. me n rachel were just talking about how mjuch fun its gonna be.....also we're baseball groupies. hah. jesus i am one cranky little bitch today. god dammit its so wierd to think about those baseball guys, it all started with them looking @ us then the next thing i know we're following their bus back to black canyon lake which is like way out by like dexter lake aka like 45 mins away hahah. it was funny. and then we went to their game and i dono. it reminds me of stephan. he looked at me i looked at him we met each other randomly and then the next day we're on my best friends couch. fuck. fuck stephan, i dont even like him anymore its just funny to think about. shit i donno im out i am so tired and dizzy and cranky and i hate this stupid piece of shit livejournal and i want to make it friends only but if i cant then im thinking about just completely stop writing in it.