i envied you then, you'd do anything to be me now, wouldnt you..

Jun 04, 2003 22:59

la la la la la la la la.
today was a really fucking good day. for the first time in a long time i am fucking satisfied with my life. i have absolutely WONDERFUL fucking friends. i absolutely adore them. and i have tons of super summer plans, and also, i have alotta other stuff that i wish i could just tell the whle world about but then that wouldnt be good cuz i cant just do that. but im realy excited. alot of new things are happening to me. just like in the movies, and its FINALLy my time to fucking have the best time ever.
it's my turn now; its my fucking summer.
yay! well anyways i realy realy love my friends SOOOO OMUCH ii just want to express all this love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow!! loololololol. anyhow...oooh ooh confession corner.....
yes....i was talking shit about Rachel McGuire. yes i was participating in those rumors cuz i didnt really know her and i actualy thought they were true. but they werent. its all bull shit made up because some people are jealous of her therefore they make up rumors to make themselves feel better and i feel bad that i participated in it, and she is really really nice. and i dont ever want to do that again cuz i felt horrible about it. its a sunny day ooo lala oo llala wow my brother has really bad allergies, and i feel soo fucking bad for him. he has like HARD CORE allergies, plus okay the high pollen rate like is concidered 15 for above normal, EUGENE IS AT FUCKING 200. we have the highest pollen rate in the entire fucking world. thats realy just not fucking chill and wow i feel sooooo fucking bad for my brother. if i could have four wishes in the world, one would be for my brother not to have allergies. dude my brother fucking rules, i love that kid. haha, me and claire are going to hang out with him this summer YES!! we'll make him lemonade or wash his dog or something i dono haha. 2 bad its my dog too !! ooooooooo lalalalala what would my four wishes be???
1. People in africa fucking HAVE MONEY...get them MEDICATION NOW
2. I want to give money to all the people who realy realy desperately need it to survive.
3. My bro wouldnt have allergies
4. To be happy and for all the horrible things and memories in my life to not matter anymore.
i have a few other wishes but i just didnt want to put them down in my live journal. but you know what, i was going to write "to be surrounded by love" but then i deleatd it cuz i realized that i am. except for the fact that alot of times i really really fucking dont feel that loved at all. but right now i do. and right now i am happy but i know that it'll go away in a little bit, i'll remembe rsomething that upsets me or something and mjy mood will be shot to helll....eh oh well. DUDE, 2fast2furious comes otu this weekend. im going to see that, and im also going to see the italian job. AIYE AIYE!! lol jk. i was just about to make a mexican joke..but i forgot it. ah. oh well. wow allison is SO COOL! she told me about at lunch today, she ate half a stick of butter for money. how did that girl do that..shes SOOOO FUCKING SKINNY! lord have mercy. anyways toodles

p.s. I decided i REALLY like the name Natalie. I decided that i wish that my name was natalie!! sooo badly!! i love that name. NATALIE!!!!!!!!!! natalie natalie. lol sorry. or nataley. nataly. no....natalies better. or even i dono. i just like names. haha no i dont actualy. i just like the name natalie. oh well. peacenerz
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