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so i definately thought that moving here would be better for me. i thought that i'd be able to get away from all the shit in Manchester and be able to start over. but i guess i was wrong. i barely have any friends here. well, i have a lot of friends, but none that i spend a lot of time with.. it's all just people that i talk to in school. i miss being there and being able to walk to someone house just so i can eat her pop-tarts! (Sarah) or being able to leave school and walk to my best friend in the whole wide world's house (Court) there's just so many things that i miss so much. like Yeager's birthday parties. "is it hot in here or is it just you?" omg awesome times!
so yeah, i don't want to graduate from here. i want to have at least one more year so i can make some actual memories. no more of this bull shit. but thats not going to happen.
The thing that kills me the most is that my parents take me away from all my friends, my life, eleven years of memories and bring me to this hick ass place where no one wants to even try to get to know me because they judge before they get to know people. and when i ask if i can drive to manchester to visit my friends that they took me away from, they say no. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!
they just don't understand.
Oh and another thing... i'm in love with someone that treats me like shit. hmmm... what am i supposed to do about that? no matter how hard i try i just can't get over him.
anyway... i have to go do my computers homework
Help me please????
<3 Amanda
so yeah, i don't want to graduate from here. i want to have at least one more year so i can make some actual memories. no more of this bull shit. but thats not going to happen.
The thing that kills me the most is that my parents take me away from all my friends, my life, eleven years of memories and bring me to this hick ass place where no one wants to even try to get to know me because they judge before they get to know people. and when i ask if i can drive to manchester to visit my friends that they took me away from, they say no. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!
they just don't understand.
Oh and another thing... i'm in love with someone that treats me like shit. hmmm... what am i supposed to do about that? no matter how hard i try i just can't get over him.
anyway... i have to go do my computers homework
Help me please????
<3 Amanda