Mar 04, 2007 19:18
i came home today to find out my brother has moved to my dads. and iv just been trying not to cry since i got home because i dont want to talk to my mom about it. i dont want to have to choose a side and im mad at both of them. it wasnt enough that my mother and father cant stand to be in a room together. apparently my brother and mother need the same. and i hate it. we used to always be on the same level of being able to choose sides with my mom and dad but now im pretty much alone, my biggest fear. but basically i got home and adams lacrosse stuff and computer were gone along with a large amount of his clothes. i really hate this. especially now that im home alone theres more pressure on me. i mean i still get to see adam on weekends i guess and thursday nights but im not happy. i need to be able to cry but my moms walking around and i dont want to talk to her about it at all.
other then today i had a great weekend. one of mybest friends who doesnt go to my school was here last night and i took her to her game this morning and watched. it was a good game and i know most the people who were playing on both teams.
im going to bed early tonight i think im gonna watch a movie and try and knock out.