Oct 25, 2004 21:06
i dont know wtf is goin on with my bf... sumthing is wrong with him...i feel sick and scared inside.. i dont think i can talk to him tonight... he freaked me out..
the other night.. johnny(unas bfs brother) grabbed a cat by its tail.. swung it around 5 times... then... threw it on its head.....it is dead....... i freaked out.. im freaking the fuck out.. sumthing is wrong with juls... i am worried.. and i care so much for him.... he makes me so happy.. but i can tell sumthings wrong with him... i dont know what it is... <\3... im going to sleep.. i definitly know i will have nightmares...... goodnight people....
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