Never in a million years...
... Well, I was going to update earlier but then I kinda got a little busy with things. Plus, something that I thought that would never happen in a million years happen tonight. Chad and I actually had a nice conversation tonight. It was scary... to say the least. Something inside of me told me to call him, so I did. And sure enough, he told me that he had tried to call yesterday and today but he cell has been acting up and what is funny, so has mine. Anyways, we just talked about work, school, stuff going on in the world, family, and the dogs. I admit that I still have feelings for him, no matter how much I don't want to admit it to myself at times, but I also still believe in my heart that we will never be together again. I know we should say never... cause I never thought that we could actually talk like adults, but we did. However, this is a feeling that will never change and yes, sometimes I do wish that we could still be together, but I feel like it is better for him that we aren't. I am tried of taking to figure out why and what went wrong... I truly wish that one day we will be able to talk about everything in a nice manner, but only time will tell. And as much as I dislike everything at times, I can't blame anyone. What has happen has happened and things are meant to be. Anyways, who knows, maybe we might actually get to the point where we can be comfortable as friends. Time is really my only friend right now on this situation.
In other things going on, I happen to sign into a chat for two seconds and this guy from Columbus messages me. Ah, he seems to like every other guy... and I still don't understand why people, within the first five minutes say that I seem like a really nice person and want to meet me. I mean... can I get a name first or something? Work with me here people! Then he told me that he liked talking to me... but he said nothing. Hmm... and then you wanted me to meet you at Wal-mart tonight... I don't think so buddy. I just will never understand people in the world I guess. What ever happen to getting to know someone for who they are... oh wait, that takes times and work and people aren't willing to do that now-a-days. Shame on me to think such a thing. Bad Valerie!
There are a few other things on my mind, but I am not sure how I totally feel about things and I don't wanna get into it tonight. So that's all folks for tonight!
Until next time...
Stop buying gas if you really don't need it, jeez people... things will work out.
In other things going on, I happen to sign into a chat for two seconds and this guy from Columbus messages me. Ah, he seems to like every other guy... and I still don't understand why people, within the first five minutes say that I seem like a really nice person and want to meet me. I mean... can I get a name first or something? Work with me here people! Then he told me that he liked talking to me... but he said nothing. Hmm... and then you wanted me to meet you at Wal-mart tonight... I don't think so buddy. I just will never understand people in the world I guess. What ever happen to getting to know someone for who they are... oh wait, that takes times and work and people aren't willing to do that now-a-days. Shame on me to think such a thing. Bad Valerie!
There are a few other things on my mind, but I am not sure how I totally feel about things and I don't wanna get into it tonight. So that's all folks for tonight!
Until next time...
Stop buying gas if you really don't need it, jeez people... things will work out.