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So that last entry was a little dramatic. But hey, thats me.
I'm frustrated up here. It's hard for me when I am not busy. I don't know how to deal with time. So I sit and think WAY to much. I over anaylze every particle of my life which you know... isn't really healthy. Thus guitar. I can't really work up here so the guitar is my "job." I have to practice for an hour every day... which you know... I am on hour 3 for today. So perhaps it will keep me thinking clearly.
It's also not good for me to not be busy at this moment in my life. To much emotional baggage. I have spent so much of my life trying to be so mature that I don't know how to act when confronted with "teenage" emotion. I also have never really been dumped before... and never in so terrible a way... so its ummm pretty tough. But so it is.
In other news: I have to write a paper on a director. I want to do Wes Anderson but there is nothing scholaraly written about him... not even a biography. So here are my other thoughts: Mike Nichols, Mel Brooks, Alfonso Curaon or Stanley Kubrik, the Coen Brothers, Frank Capra,George Cuckor, Billy Wilder,David Lynch.... Who should I write the 6 page paper on??
(P.S. I am purposley excluding DW Griffith, Hitchcock,Akira Kurosawa, Spike Lee, Woody Allen and Tim Burton because everyone is going to do one of those three)
I'm frustrated up here. It's hard for me when I am not busy. I don't know how to deal with time. So I sit and think WAY to much. I over anaylze every particle of my life which you know... isn't really healthy. Thus guitar. I can't really work up here so the guitar is my "job." I have to practice for an hour every day... which you know... I am on hour 3 for today. So perhaps it will keep me thinking clearly.
It's also not good for me to not be busy at this moment in my life. To much emotional baggage. I have spent so much of my life trying to be so mature that I don't know how to act when confronted with "teenage" emotion. I also have never really been dumped before... and never in so terrible a way... so its ummm pretty tough. But so it is.
In other news: I have to write a paper on a director. I want to do Wes Anderson but there is nothing scholaraly written about him... not even a biography. So here are my other thoughts: Mike Nichols, Mel Brooks, Alfonso Curaon or Stanley Kubrik, the Coen Brothers, Frank Capra,George Cuckor, Billy Wilder,David Lynch.... Who should I write the 6 page paper on??
(P.S. I am purposley excluding DW Griffith, Hitchcock,Akira Kurosawa, Spike Lee, Woody Allen and Tim Burton because everyone is going to do one of those three)