moving day

Jun 23, 2006 17:50

Moving day has finally arrived...The day I've been dreading since Mark told me he was going to move out. This apt just makes me sad. I love it here lol. Its so pretty and big and fun and so many memories I love and cherish. The new apt I'm going to is cute, its just smaller. and just mine. All by myself. Lol I've been living alone for a few months now, but I still had that extra bedroom and a lot of Mark's things. Its kind of like he's just on vacation and he's coming back in a little while. I know its not like that, but its how it feels. He comes home for the weekends, and everything feels the same. Just like nothing has changed. Sigh. I miss Mark. I miss Keke. I miss how things were. But I also feel like I'm way entirely more dependent on myself now. Thats good. I've grown up a tad bit more and sometimes changes have to happen and you have to learn from things.

Jeremy and I have been getting closer. Last weekend he surprised me with a relaxing evening and a sort of Christmas like atmosphere. We got into a huge fight last Christmas, and this was his way I guess of making it up to me. It was very special.

Also, I start my new job on July 3. It is still with Bank of America, but its a new banking center with brand new people. Im gonna miss all of my old peeps. Im really kind of bummed out about it, BUt im so excited about the new position. Its going to be an amazing step for me in my future with Bank of America, and even my career. Im learning so many new people and helping myself get my foot in the door. I just need to get back into school now too. School School School.
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