May 17, 2005 18:34
Alright. Prepare to read a very long update. You don't have to read it all it, but it'd be nice if you did.
1) For cooking we have to do a whole demonstration type of project that counts for most of my grade. I was going to do mine alone because Lauren and Katlyn were working together. Then Connor asked me to be his partner. So I said yes and we're doing shrimp scampi. Yum. We present on Thursday and I'm going over his house tomorrow to shop and practice cooking. We just realized today that if we want to we can set our food on fire. We asked and we can do it if we want. YES.
2) I am so pissed at Justin. He convinced my parents not to let me go to Greece. He told my mom that all everyone does on the school trips is drink, do drugs, and go out to clubs until 3 in the morning. First off, my mom shouldn't listen to Justin because she knows how I am. Like going overseas is really going to change me. Secondly, we do have a thing called a curfew. That one is pretty self explanatory. Plus, she knows how much going to Greece would mean to me. Being Greek is something that I am so proud of and I would remember being there for my whole entire life. Whatever. My dad is trying to make me feel better by saying I could go there with my Godparents. They go all the time but I've never really talked to them. Plus, it's not the same as going with a huge group of friends. Don't get me wrong, it would be fun regardless, but I'm starting to think it's not going to happen. Oh well. I just have to remember what Sonia told me. "You will have plenty of opportunities."
3) I don't even want to talk or here about boys anymore. I am honestly so sick and tired of it all. I want to take a long vacation and not think about them. In a matter of a week, I've gotten my hopes up, went to the movies, and then got my feelings stomped on like they didn't even matter. I seriously must have the worst track record with guys. It happens with every single one. I just want to break down and cry, hard.
4) Wow. So what just happened right this second makes me want to scream so loud. I'm going to take a nice long walk. Hopefully I'll calm down but I doubt it. Seeing him in school tomorrow is going to be so hard. I'll just think of some jolly moment. heh.
By the way. I'm sorry to cut this short. =/