May 02, 2004 00:54
My boyfriend is insensitive. Why after trying to call him for three hours will he not pick up or call back. or text message and e-mail back. I know he doesn't let his cell phone go untouched for that long unless he's asleep. I need friends, does anyone have a book on how to get ones that can do stuff with you when your boyfriend doesn't care what you are doing and is too busy to pick up the phone and talk to you. Sorry I'm such a sensitive, insecure person, but I can't help it. It's just me. I need to feel appreciated when I give give give. This isn't the first time either. Blah. I can't sleep, I feel tired and when I almost get to sleep, I hear a noice and think he's home. Fuck! I'm just tired of feeling like i'm not important. Shouldn't I be priority number one. I make him number one. Anyways, enough venting.