thoughts right now
seriously really can't take this anymore. i don't understand why everyone is acting so wierd just because of a few bad nights. we've all put up with eachother for so long why is everything changing all of the sudden. i want things back to how they were just a few weeks ago. drama free. sick of all this drama and conflict. and of course i'm stuck in the middle. i hate keeping secrets from my best friends and thats what i have to do or i'm just left out which feels even worse. i jsut want to take them, shake them and tell them to suck it the fuck up we are grown up after all! jeeez lets act like the adults we are and put the fucking past behind us. be fucking civil thats all i ask. u don't have to be best friends anymore but can't we all just hang out again? seriously i can't wait til wed. not only will i be away from all the drama for a night/day but i will get to see one of my most favorite people in the world :) can't wait to see him.