bored bored bored bored bored bored
iiiiiiiiiiiiiii want to go buy my OC dvds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
basically i'm very bored and i haven't updated since march as you can see.
i've gotten into a routine and once in a while it will get shakin up but...its kinda a nice routine minus the work. i want/need to find a new job b/c i honestly think i'd have to kill myself or cut off a arm if i had to work at target during the holidays again. hmm what should i have for lunch? i'm kinda hungry now. i could go for some coffee right now but cod doesn't have good coffee. :shrugs: oh well. isn't it kinda sad that i want class to start so i have ..a little bit of something to do right now.
i've become uncomfortable with my body...i just really don't feel comfortable a lot of the time i don't feel pretty or cute or whatever. i only feel comfortable when i'm with russ just b/c i like being with him. we spend much time 2gether that when we aren't together it just feels odd to me.even if we don't see each other but we talk that day it feels better than no contact with hm at all.
kinda the same with my college friends that are so far away. i like when they call/text me. i mean i'd call them but i don't want to like interrupt whatever they are possibly doing (sleeping, hanging out with other friends. etc)
yaeinn and i were supposed to hang out this weekend but something came up and i 4got to call her. i feel bad b/c i really do want to hang out with her but i have no idea what we'd do or where we'd go.basically i'm rambling now but w/e i don't care i'm bored and this is slowly passing time.
i just want it to be winter break already..where all my friends are home and there is no school to worry about and its just...time to chill.
i'm looking forward to buying my DVD and going to russ's later for somet south park action.
this weekend there might be a foe/trauma theory show? and a family party on saturday. thats all i got really...dg really is boring as hell now.
basically i'm very bored and i haven't updated since march as you can see.
i've gotten into a routine and once in a while it will get shakin up but...its kinda a nice routine minus the work. i want/need to find a new job b/c i honestly think i'd have to kill myself or cut off a arm if i had to work at target during the holidays again. hmm what should i have for lunch? i'm kinda hungry now. i could go for some coffee right now but cod doesn't have good coffee. :shrugs: oh well. isn't it kinda sad that i want class to start so i have ..a little bit of something to do right now.
i've become uncomfortable with my body...i just really don't feel comfortable a lot of the time i don't feel pretty or cute or whatever. i only feel comfortable when i'm with russ just b/c i like being with him. we spend much time 2gether that when we aren't together it just feels odd to me.even if we don't see each other but we talk that day it feels better than no contact with hm at all.
kinda the same with my college friends that are so far away. i like when they call/text me. i mean i'd call them but i don't want to like interrupt whatever they are possibly doing (sleeping, hanging out with other friends. etc)
yaeinn and i were supposed to hang out this weekend but something came up and i 4got to call her. i feel bad b/c i really do want to hang out with her but i have no idea what we'd do or where we'd go.basically i'm rambling now but w/e i don't care i'm bored and this is slowly passing time.
i just want it to be winter break already..where all my friends are home and there is no school to worry about and its just...time to chill.
i'm looking forward to buying my DVD and going to russ's later for somet south park action.
this weekend there might be a foe/trauma theory show? and a family party on saturday. thats all i got really...dg really is boring as hell now.