confused..
Im sooooo confused lol. it's so weird. one minute i love you and the next im hating you so much i couldkill you and feel nothing for you. maybe it's just the realization that nothing will ever happen between us. But i hate you soooo much right now. it's so stupid. the way i feel that is. it's like..i start to get over you and than bam you look at me and i melt..:( im just so frusterated with everything right now. wtf do i like you? you don't even notice me. like..seriously. lol. it's soooo stupid. i laugh at myself sumtimes because i think about you..and i catch myself on the brink of tears. i just want to be loved. is that so much to ask? god. I HATE YOU. but..i love you. man this is pathetic. i wish sumone would just smack me and tell me to stop looking at you and memorizing your smile,your walk,the things you say to me that make me feel like im someone. someone please help me get over him. it;s so pointless..
Anyways.
Ashleigh
ExOh*
*..notice me..*
Anyways.
Ashleigh
ExOh*
*..notice me..*