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I wish I was a pretty boy. got a YM magazine in the mail today. not sure why..i assumed my mom got me a subscription, but then she looked at it and said it said subscription ends in october. im confused. on the plus side, more chances to add to the collage when the need arises. i wish i was a disturbed pot smoking teenager. at least id have a reason for being a loser, then. ha. "my intelligence makes me sexy." yeah, ive never heard a guy say "oh man, that brunette over there's just sooo fucking attractive to me because of her huge capacity of knowledge." computer's still fucked up. dad's trying to fix it. why is kissing so awesome? i want a $500 purse just so i can pretend i was rich and could buy myself a $500 purse. I'll spank you with my birkenstocks. I think i wanna wear jeans the rest of the summer. this whole therapy thing seems to be going nowhere. what the fuck is that about. i havent even really thought about it in a while, to be honest. why does red suppossedly mean sexy..or is a sexy color, type thing. i want something else to ponder about. what does hummingbird food taste like. i wish i was a free spirit. it'd be awesome to be one of those phone sex chicks. sure, it might not be me in the commercial or anything, but hey. id be flattered if someone started stalking me. itd be like my own personal groupie. only in the more creepy form. oh, to have talent. thatd be awesome. andrew's now my official groupie. or *will* be. "band aid." casual sex. fling. one night stands. reputation. lust. fucking. slut. skank. tramp.
whore.
whore.