Just wanting to get out
Am I oversensitive? I think so. If i am, just let me know..not that it would change nething, but still. ha. its like 10:30 on a friday night and im at home. of course, id still be home neways considering my parents are stupid...plus the whole not trusting me thing now wouldnt help my whole lateness situation. but they have to get over that shit sooner or later. im sure i could do something if i tried. but no...had whitney's birthday party to go to. Happy Birthday To Whitney Elisabeth. She's ten today. and still as obnoxious as ever. Im just going to assume that bradley, frank, and ashlie are still hanging out. i miss brad..i miss frank...i miss ashlie...lol. soon enough, tiffany, dont worry. we'll just bring someone parents along..then its fine, apparently. lol. ha, my mom said she'll take me to see Spiderman 2 because i saw the previews the other night and was like, "ahh! i wanna se that!"...because you know, i meant with my fucking mother, right? lol. not so bad i guess, but still. i was thinking more along the lines of my friends. but ok. i have to figure out what im doing for the fourth of july. i love the fourth, so i have to do SOMETHING fun. maybe i'll ask jessica what shes doing and all. aw man, i found the hottest dresses online..me and frank did, rather. i want so bad. and i found this cute pink holter top on pacsun.com that i want. going sunday to the mall with lisa and whitney and probably natalee. i want new shoes, too. but alas, i have not enough money. im sick of this whole babysitting thing. waking me up before noon and expecting me to feed them..shit. lol. natalee peed herself today..again. thought that was interesting. jason's crawling now. hes so adorable. i love how im all "yeah, i did situps last night and im trying not to pig out.." and i go and get McDonald's tonight. yeaaaaaah, im health conscious. lol. i love how marys like, i cant spend the night at tiffanys cuz shes grounded. ha..because i can GO OUT WITH YOU one day, but you CANT spend the night at my house where my parents actually are, right? my moms not that retarded. well...lets not get into that. syke, i love my mom. my wall's coming along nicely..its like, halfway covered with pictures and the like. nice poster of Ashton, thanks to my lovely niece. it was such a hard decision, though...one side was Ashton just sitting, but still ever so cute, and the other side was Chad Michael Murry, laying on the ground, shirt off. aw man, it was a toughie. bit i decided on ashton cuz i had more headshots of chad and all. :-) lol. gotta like, subscribe that magazine whitney has..M Magazine or something. "crazy love, or sick love, because youre just so caught up in it." why arent there like "instant skinny" pills, that actually work? lol. i dunno. just made plans for jessica's for the third. FIREWORKS! fun fun fun. i dont think theres nething left to say for now...soooo...i love you guys!