hearts joined again :)

[silly_stefy]

-- i haven't updated in a while, i know, i've been kind of lazy. one of the reasons why i'm updating is because everybody wants to know about jimmy n i. well, yes, we broke up when he went to panama, it was for the best. yes, i know, u're probably asking why? well, that's more of a private issue and yes, he did his thing while he was overthere, i don't blaime him, if i would've had it as good/easy as he had it, i would've taken the chance also, and while i was home i did my thing too. we are going through a hard time right now, but we're making it. the last couple of days i've realized that when people see jimmy n i and see how happy we make each other they try to ruin it. well, for those who try it, u won't be able to, nothing will ever get in between us. we're humans, we make mistakes, just like we're humans, we should learn how to forgive. i love him and he loves me and we're gonna be happy again. :) the other reason why i decided to update is to say that i honestly love every single friend that i have. they are truly amazing. all of them have such a special way of making me happy. especially my two best ones; loup and dwayne. although, i have not seen dwayne the last couple of days, i talk to him every day and every single night before i go to sleep i call to tell him goodnight :) and i get to see loup every single day and that's plus. :P chelsea and i are getting pretty close, i see her and leigh almost everyday. we all went eat at sailfish last night and hung out for a while, that was fun. we ate so much, none of us could breath by the end. -- i was suppose to go hang out with jimmy and the guys today, but i didn't feel well. i was ready to leave and then i just didn't feel well enough to go. so, i called and told his mommy i wasn't going to go and i told her how i didn't feel well and she said it was best if i stayed home and relaxed and my mommy said the same so that's what i did. i think i'll stick to my bed all day maybe watch a movie with jimmy later on. :) that would be fun. hopefully, i don't sleep all day like i usually do whenever i get sick.

yesterday was erica's birthday. i love you.. and yes, like u said now that u're 18 u will mature a lot more. i just like to look out for u because i love u to death and i don't want anything to happen to u.. :)

is anybody bored? u can make me a new layout for my livejournal. i think i'm tired of it. yuck!

--i love raising helen. i'm watchin' it, soo yes. enough typing. <333!

*i love the way you love me .. O:)