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[silly_soi]

i envy ciara and jared

and amber's hickey

and everyone who has someone

that loves them

indefinately

i envy everyone within walking distance
of chris'
or charlie's
and tyler's
houses

and everyone who loves someone
and is loved in return

i envy
because it makes me beautiful

like everyone else
who envies
everyone else

<3 for kit kat
a n d
theroux
a n d
chrisum

for being there
for me
regardless

of distance
or mistakes
either one of us
has made

dammit
for me
and
charlie

growing apart

and him being so damn

scene

and me loving him

regardless

and me envying his neighbors

i love you

<3333
for charles...
my one and only love
thus far in life
my best friend
in rainy weather

i am still sorry for not going to your show
and i am sorry we never really said goodbye
and i am sorry we never really say hello
anymore

because i wish we did
because i miss you
like mad
and i need you
like crazy

to be my best friend

see you in 34 days

i love you