Dont look at this as a love song

[silly_sara77]

There's a war inside of me
Do I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song
Do I push it down or let it run me right into the ground
I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome
sound
And you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me
down
I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
And don't you worry there's still time
There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone
And I wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will
bring you around
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I can't say that I'll love you forever
I won't say that I'll love you forever

i feel:
empty
tired
sick
alone
mediocre
ANNOYING
boring
-Is this what a broken heart feels like?-
Is my heart really broken? Or is it spirit.

*im tired of hearing myself think; anything to make it stop. i think im going crazy*

What will it take?

Pray for jarrett. I dont really know him, but hes a nice guy and no one deserves to go through what he is. He needs more time than this.