just cuz alesha complained haha
Well - today was my last thursday of summer..
What did i do? Hmm..oh yeah, i was gonna go over to Jessie's last night and um..party get some action ya know - but i never did - But i did go over there this morning to wake her up..and i was there for like 30 minutes, then i went home got a few slices of pizza and went over to lil' mans and hung out on the computer..listened to my Sugarcult cd..I love that cd-really i do! haha alternative music is so me (right alesha? haha)
Then amber called me from nina's and asked if i'd take them out to nicole's to get some blades, so i did - alesha told me i shouldn't have haha - too late..i did - it sucked i dont much like them as i used to - My clique is totally Andrew, Alesha, Nicole, Sam, Olivia and whomever else we casually hang out with. Then i went back to lil man's and he had 2 friends over, they were playing baseball in the living room..well not with a metal bat, a little wooden one and a bean baggish hacky sack thingy haha so yeah..then i went on the computer and listened to more music, mostly my sugarcult cd- and sam and andrew came over so we were chatting and randomly sami told me that a good summer break up song is some random song by the dashboard confessionals..but i dont recall the name of the song.. so yeah that was interesting..haha
Then i went to work after getting attacked by plastic easter eggs...jory called me and asked if i was gonna come back haha i told him i'd be there tomorrow.. yeah..it was slow, but yet time went fast..maybe cuz i had visitors up the ass! ...well not literal..haha But like Sam, Andrew, Kari, Stacey, Olivia, Nels..So i felt special..haha
And one of the cop's wife came in she had already been there earlier, i said "hey welcome back again!" haha and she said she just loves the c-store or something and i might have commented that its just cuz i'm there (cuz she comes there a lot, and i'm there a lot too i guess, so it just seems cuz i'm the coolest employee there or something) but she got gas on 4 - and she said "I got gas" and it was so funny and it caught me off guard, cuz i was tired and what not, and i just started busting out laughing before she said on 4 haha..and she was like "why does everyone laugh at me when i say that?" and i was in friggin tears cuz i was laughing so fucking hard! haha it was just so damn funny cuz she's like friggin good lookin for prolly a mom and being 30 ish? haha - i tend to flirt with all the hotties ;) haha and then i finally told her her total, and i continued to laugh..haha i told her to please not be mad at me, i didn't mean to be rude, but it was hilarious..haha Highlight of my night haha
Then i got done with work at like 11:30 and punched out and drove around, had a smoke and texted Molly a few times, then i decided i wanna not go home til 12 so i went over to Alesha's - and hung out there for like 20 minutes, then i went home and chatted it up with my mom for like 30 minutes...Then she went to bed and here i am...
I still haven't talked to karah, i'm just giving her space, time to breath and figure out exactly what she wants. I'm assuming she thinks i'm either pissed or dead haha.. but really, i'm not just confused..haha No, actually i'm not that confused.. I just don't wanna do anything stupid to lose her completely cuz i want her in my life, even if just a friend..I'm good with that - i mean i couldn't stand never ever talking to her again.
And i found out i might not be able to quit smoking - reasons? well..since you asked: 1) I am scared to lose weight again..like a lot, and i am quite content at 130ish; 2) Its hard to quit something that i kind of sometimes enjoy haha i mean, yes i know that is one chance of cancer i could prevent - but i don't want to quit..i dunno why..in my mind i can't, but yet i know i could if i really tried and didn't work with cigarettes at hand all the time...; and i dont have a 3rd reason..i'll leave it at that..oh wait 3) it is actually kind of a stress reliever..I feel comfort sometimes with a cigarette in my hand --- And i don't smoke to "look cool"..i already am cool shit! haha a loser, yes, but cool none the less..haha
Wow, school starts in ...4 days! =S Yikes..what ever shall i do? Go with it..haha - i might be able to score some foreign girl action ;) I'll have to work hard to get the attention.haha - well..no, cuz i'm friends with the people they are stayin with.. But that'd be funn - to screw with a foreign chick! haha..
Yeah and i'm naughty..
Anywhoz - I wrote this just to do something, and i'm bored of writing now - even tho i could find a million things to write about i'd much so rather not...So yeah! *yawns* plus i'm a little sleepy! haha
~*Kaylee
What did i do? Hmm..oh yeah, i was gonna go over to Jessie's last night and um..party get some action ya know - but i never did - But i did go over there this morning to wake her up..and i was there for like 30 minutes, then i went home got a few slices of pizza and went over to lil' mans and hung out on the computer..listened to my Sugarcult cd..I love that cd-really i do! haha alternative music is so me (right alesha? haha)
Then amber called me from nina's and asked if i'd take them out to nicole's to get some blades, so i did - alesha told me i shouldn't have haha - too late..i did - it sucked i dont much like them as i used to - My clique is totally Andrew, Alesha, Nicole, Sam, Olivia and whomever else we casually hang out with. Then i went back to lil man's and he had 2 friends over, they were playing baseball in the living room..well not with a metal bat, a little wooden one and a bean baggish hacky sack thingy haha so yeah..then i went on the computer and listened to more music, mostly my sugarcult cd- and sam and andrew came over so we were chatting and randomly sami told me that a good summer break up song is some random song by the dashboard confessionals..but i dont recall the name of the song.. so yeah that was interesting..haha
Then i went to work after getting attacked by plastic easter eggs...jory called me and asked if i was gonna come back haha i told him i'd be there tomorrow.. yeah..it was slow, but yet time went fast..maybe cuz i had visitors up the ass! ...well not literal..haha But like Sam, Andrew, Kari, Stacey, Olivia, Nels..So i felt special..haha
And one of the cop's wife came in she had already been there earlier, i said "hey welcome back again!" haha and she said she just loves the c-store or something and i might have commented that its just cuz i'm there (cuz she comes there a lot, and i'm there a lot too i guess, so it just seems cuz i'm the coolest employee there or something) but she got gas on 4 - and she said "I got gas" and it was so funny and it caught me off guard, cuz i was tired and what not, and i just started busting out laughing before she said on 4 haha..and she was like "why does everyone laugh at me when i say that?" and i was in friggin tears cuz i was laughing so fucking hard! haha it was just so damn funny cuz she's like friggin good lookin for prolly a mom and being 30 ish? haha - i tend to flirt with all the hotties ;) haha and then i finally told her her total, and i continued to laugh..haha i told her to please not be mad at me, i didn't mean to be rude, but it was hilarious..haha Highlight of my night haha
Then i got done with work at like 11:30 and punched out and drove around, had a smoke and texted Molly a few times, then i decided i wanna not go home til 12 so i went over to Alesha's - and hung out there for like 20 minutes, then i went home and chatted it up with my mom for like 30 minutes...Then she went to bed and here i am...
I still haven't talked to karah, i'm just giving her space, time to breath and figure out exactly what she wants. I'm assuming she thinks i'm either pissed or dead haha.. but really, i'm not just confused..haha No, actually i'm not that confused.. I just don't wanna do anything stupid to lose her completely cuz i want her in my life, even if just a friend..I'm good with that - i mean i couldn't stand never ever talking to her again.
And i found out i might not be able to quit smoking - reasons? well..since you asked: 1) I am scared to lose weight again..like a lot, and i am quite content at 130ish; 2) Its hard to quit something that i kind of sometimes enjoy haha i mean, yes i know that is one chance of cancer i could prevent - but i don't want to quit..i dunno why..in my mind i can't, but yet i know i could if i really tried and didn't work with cigarettes at hand all the time...; and i dont have a 3rd reason..i'll leave it at that..oh wait 3) it is actually kind of a stress reliever..I feel comfort sometimes with a cigarette in my hand --- And i don't smoke to "look cool"..i already am cool shit! haha a loser, yes, but cool none the less..haha
Wow, school starts in ...4 days! =S Yikes..what ever shall i do? Go with it..haha - i might be able to score some foreign girl action ;) I'll have to work hard to get the attention.haha - well..no, cuz i'm friends with the people they are stayin with.. But that'd be funn - to screw with a foreign chick! haha..
Yeah and i'm naughty..
Anywhoz - I wrote this just to do something, and i'm bored of writing now - even tho i could find a million things to write about i'd much so rather not...So yeah! *yawns* plus i'm a little sleepy! haha
~*Kaylee