uhhh....mixed feelings
so mike and i just broke up...he's still in love with his ex...and i feel like crap...but i dunno we're still friends which is good...and i've accepted that mike and i will never go out again so just friends is cool...hmm is it wrong to already like some one else...if it is then oops too late cause i like adam and he's sooo in turkey!!! ...o my goodness...so today was a crap day...my mom came over and we talked/argued/fought the whole time and when she left i was shaking and crying and i couldn't stop then when mike and i broke up i started crying then i started shaking again and now i can't stop crying or shaking...i hate this feeling like some one stabbed me and i'm slowly dying...is it wrong to beg God for death?...i just want it all to end but it never will it just keeps going...*slams head on keyboard*...i hate feeling like this...o well i really like adam so it's all good...i guess even though he's in TURKEY!!!!!!!!! aaahhh!!!!!!!