im finally goingout today!!!!
ive been soooo bored, i even cleaned my bathroom (well i kinda had to or else i wouldnt b able to go out)
i start practice again today.....should b fun
after that, im going bowling, i think bowling with the gonzalez brothers and mi sista
it should b so much fun, no matter wat we do cuz they are all hilarious retards
well, all i hear is that evryone is bored, but then again its jus the begining of summer and it really hasnt gotten that hot
but dont worry, the fun will come soon!!!!!
im really fidgety and bouncy
i realized that my best couzin, nancy, doesnt talk to me anymore
i thought it was just cuz she was experiencing more inl life, and i thoiught it was jus a phase that she was going through, but i duno
i saw her yesterday, and she spent the whole time talking to my brother, and that never happens
the only words that she really says to me now are hi and bye
and it really hurts cuz we used to b so close, and we used to be retarted and act silly together all the time, but i think that she is maturing now or sumtin, i mean, more than me
its jus so wierd, it seems as tho shes always stressed out or sumtin, and i havent really seen her have fun in a long time
she only really converses with me wen she needs something, which adds to the hurtfulness that i get from her
i duno, maybe were jus losing that bond
and i knoe that it isnt me b/c i havent changed, and wen new things happend to me, i told her everyhting!
i jus dont get it!!!!
i had a good fathers day yesterday
my pgrandpa liked the galaxy scarf that i got him from the hd center....
sed i was gona steal it from him, lol
well i gtg and finish cleaning if i want to go out tonight so bye everyone!!!!!
my motto.....jp!