The End of All Things

Jun 08, 2009 16:42

I never thought in a million years that I'd end up where I am today: three days left of HS classes forever, I just had my last D-day forever. I have 19 days until I graduate. I don't have any exams. After Friday I have quite literally nothing going on until the Thursday before graduation. Its so surreal to think that this "phase" of my life is nearly over. Shocking as it is, and as sentimental as I feel about it, I can say that I still don't think that its set in. Its probably a good thing that I'm really content with everything I've done, or haven't done, in HS. I'm sitting at a really good point, without too much to worry about or any other thing. Its kind of refreshing in a way to know that I'm destined for bigger, better things.

The only thing that's pissing me off right now is the fact that the German exchange student is in our group of friends and it suddenly seems like she's doing everything with my friends and quite literally taking "my place", if you will. It just makes me mad. From one angle, I can see why one particular friend of mine is loving it: the German exchange student is following her like a puppy dog and she's never had that attention before. Grah! Its just aggravating the shit out of me because its like we have less than a week left and you choose to do this? Really?

I only have to keep it up until after my grad party though I guess, and by then the foreign exchange student won't even be here. I'm not even going to be here for her grad party/going-away party. I'll be in FL visiting my best friend! And I'm sure once the student leaves things'll probably be different -- we all want to hang out before college of course.

*sigh*

On another note, my to-do list for this week (and, conceivably the rest of my HS career)

- Get my yearbook signed by everyone I want to sign it
- Finish WalMart assignment for Economics
- Finish French project
- Go hiking with Taryn and Jesse
- Math League party at M.Ross' house (bake goodies!)
- Take care of final marking period stuff

Ok, I can do all of that. And write. And make sure to bring my camera on Moving Up Day. And here's a little thing I made:




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