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oh my life... alot has happened recently. Miguel's moved back to Miami, Lissette and I are back to being tight and were taking a trip to Lake Whales next weekend to hang out with the amazing Mr. MyKill Anthony Oliver... or Pepsi... he's fucking awesome that MyKill, he breaks my heart in such an awesome way. Yesterday he sent me two fucking rad tee's and they smell like him on wed's... haha... meenwhile in the land of Tally, I met this guy Brandon who's cool... we had the best sex but now I feel like thats all he wants, which is cool, but I feel like I want more than that, but I don't wanna force it, yuck. I'm just taking it day by day.... besides, so what if its just that, I can deal, and its not all bad, he's a giver...haha... ummm what else... oh, sick again... fuck... it's terrible... no sex... he can't afford to get sick. blah... oh... and I went to talk to an advisor... I have ten more credits to get after this summer for my AA then back to Miami for a bit... it just sux b/c Alex already made plans incase I was leaving, and now I'm stuck... I don't know what to do... I'm trying not to think about it, but I know I'll have to deal with it some time soon.... I kinda wish I was moving back to Miami, that way I wouldn't have to deal with this shit... gggrrr... oh, and I missed my mid-term today... but w/e I got a doc's note so at least I have the weekend to study... or just procrastinate, haha... MyKill is so crazy... he called me a min ago to show me that he was listening to Nothing Better and let me know that it made him think of me... how sweet is that... he was singing his own lyrics about all our jokes... pigs in blankes and random foods... "I'm talking to the hottest girl in all of not only north florida, but florida, but the entire us, and the world... say hi" hahaha... makes me smile... and gives me good night sleeps and daily convos when he's at work... "paging MyKill you have an IM from Jengurlly"... hahaha... I think Bels right... I suck at phones.. but I can talk to him for hours