"Like a river in Arizona that dried up before you were born..."
I hte being sick... last friday I woke up witha fever of 102.4 and at Thagard they thought it ws Strep so they put me on Penicillin... meaning I can't drink... so basically I missed out on the beautiful three day weekend of Martin Luther King Jr. FUCK! then I got better nad the lab work they did at Thagard came up clear of Strep so I stopped taking the meds... then next thurs I got sick again... this time I went to a real doc and she tested me for strep and mono incase... both were negative but she told me to finish the penicillin anyways... so now.. Im taking these damn meds and still can't drink... fuck... another weekend down the doctors drain! PLUS... I missed class on fri of last week and fri of this week meaning I missed two quizzes for math meaning that it will be made up with my final grade... I hate that stress... so fucking around for me... I hate being sick... but on the plus side of this weekend Lisstte's here... last night I went with Alex to Ari's art show even though I didnt feel too good... then we went to Ari's party... it was fun for being sober... Bel came too which was awesome.. I think she had a good time... then Lissette showed up later with Mike and Thomas... and even later Miggy came... It was kinda funny b/c Alex, Liz and the guys all knew who he was before and were kinda being mean to him.. . especially Liz she straight up told him to go away... Alex was just like "I know who you are mister... I've heard alot about you" but the guys just introduced themselves and you could tell they were putting two and two together... oh... and Coco... she's just the cutiest lil puppy ever!!! we were taking naps throught the first hour or so I was there waiting for Alex and the guys to get there... so yea... after the party Miguel and Lissette came back to my apt with McyD's and we had a good time.. I hate to say it but it was nice to hang out with Miguel again... I just wish we could all go back to the summer... I don't know why but I just don't get along with Thomas and I have this feeling that it might end up like how we were when Miggy hated me... I hate this... but yea.. oh backtrack.. on Tues I went with Chelse and Hans to AJ's... it was fun but I wasn't feeling too good... I should have known I was getting sick again... Morgan showed up too.. omg... all the guys are so in love with her.. I hate being a girl around her... I feel like a fucking wall... plus she's pretty good friends with Chelse now and I kinda felt like a third wheel... whatever though... I had fun dancing and giving Hans a boner on the dance floor... also... I've been hanging out with the guys more and moree b/c I've been sick and havent been going out.. I miss how fun it is over there... and something weird is going on with Burke... I doin't know b/c he won't talk to me but I think he's sad about something... okay.. thats it for these past two weeks... but tonight Miggy's having a party at his house for Steph's b-day... more sober fun... YAY!