May 02, 2007 14:34
i've realized that if i want to get the things that i want later on in life, i'm really going to have to buckle down. it's hard for me, i get distracted very easily. i don't really have very much of an excuse when you think of it. i don 't have a job, i live within walking distance of my campus. I could've started my projects weeks ago. there's been a lot of shit going on at home, but i'm not going to attribute my laziness to that. i fell off the beaten path down in florida and really just stoped giving a fuck which is sad. i'm leaving soon, and i need to earn good grades. nevertheless, that is the exact thing: I'm leaving soon. i won't be able to spend every day with these amazing people again. but i have to buckle down becasue nothing is forever. i've learned many important lessons from the BDS and this is not the end. i obviously hope that i continue to be more extroverted once i leave.
oh yeah, i was talking about accomplishing my goals. i've missed two homework assignments in speech class, handed in my leadership studies paper late, and am not doing too hot in biology. in order to accomplish all of my future goals i have to do well now and practice good habits now. i know that i used to thrive on the last minute rush of procrastination, but it's just not cutting it anymore. if i wanna be a renaissance woman, there's no better time than now to start. i live my life in dreams of the future instead of living day to day. if i don't live in the here and now, and accomplish goals now, the future will just be a lost dream. TO HELL WITH PROCRASTINATION.