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Last night... I had a lot on my mind... and of course, stupid me forgot 2 things... I was in a bit of a hurry to make sure we were out on time and the store looked nice and that most of the shipment was out... now I feel like an ass... My manager did spend a lot of time with the backstock... I didn't do it intentionaly to piss her off... and that on another note makes me feel even more like crap. Lately when I work, I either have too much other stuff to do, don't know if I'm allowed, or I can't lock myself up in the back to clean for 2-3 hours... I usually close, so I want to be out on the floor. I'm starting to feel like the sucky part of our whole management team... I shouldn't even be writting this huh?... Last night I got bitched out by Ross for not being out exactly when I said I might be done... and after I stressed out about the store, I get in trouble... and then Ross told me to not care about cleaning the store, or what my DM or manager says... but I can't... Atleast, I can learn from it all, and not be late, and check my ass thrice to make sure I'm not forgetting anything... Aaron and Jessi are leaving next week... heh, no one told me...until today... kinda makes me sad... Ross and I have NO other freinds besides them... I feel so discouraged lately... in everything... I'd rather get punched in the face.