Apr 27, 2005 17:07
My life has been royal hell these two days. My mom sorta left cause my dad is a jackass, and then... i guess they are more then likely getting a divorce. My mom is an awesome lady and she doesnt deserve this. she deserves to be happy... and it doesnt really seem like she is. i, like my older sister, have lost all respect for my father. i wish he would stop feeding chris and ally bullshit so that he will have someone other than grandpa and uncle mike on his side. he doesnt give a damn about any of us... and even if he did it wouldnt matter very much. i dont have a father... i have a sperm donor. im amazed he was there to make me. he misses everything. he hasnt been to a single band concert, volleyball game, graduation or anything of mine. he doesnt even know what color my eyes are. he may be my father, but he isnt my dad. there is a huge difference between a father and a dad. a father is someone who pretty much helped make you, but a dad is someone you respect and care for. a dad is supposed to be with his wife and children and his children should want to be with him. but none of us really do. my brother and sister are picked straight from dad's ass and thats why we dont really get along too well. they are just like my father, in every way shape and form. pray for my mom guys... she could use it. thanks.