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Kay.. so.. here's the deal.
I hate it when people walk outta my life.. and when they lie about it too. I hate finding out that someone I cared about so much is not exactly gone. I mean, how am I supposed to take that? I feel like I'm going to be sick, right down to the pit of my stomache.
It's not that I'm mad, because I'm not. I'm hurt, and I miss him. That's all.. I just hope he understands that I don't LOVE him like... in a way that I'd wanna date him. I LOVE him like he was the brother I never had. I don't think he gets that.. but I do.
Sigh.
On the other hand.. I may start blogging here too.. it's a little safer b/c not everyone knows about it. However, I will make it public.. because I just cannot be arsed.
Anyways; I'm going to go now. I really need to sort out my feelings.