...and this is my beautiful life
Have u ever had one of those nights where u actually THINK about all the things going on in ur life? its a little ovewhelming and honestly i just wanna cry. things out here are honestly great, but im so homesick. i miss everyone so much. i miss everything. i dont exactly want to leave the life i started here... but i cant stand not having everyone in my life either. i mean sure, i can call them, but its not the same. everyone talks about how bad shit is up there, and it makes me wonder, i guess. but i think of everyones faces, and i just want them there. and i REALLY dont want to leave my parents, or the kids, or the boy... at all! its just hard. i hate it!! blah... i really need to get to bed. love u ALL!