::siiiighs::
<33* so lets see... DeLaWaRe... its great. I honestly love it. As much as i thought it was gonna be the worst thing in the world, its actually great!
<33* i love the people, i love the booooys ;), I love being able to be within arms length of my parents... and I loooooove big bear hugs =)
<33* i miss everyone tho... alot... i still cry sometimes when i think about it, and i feel shitty because there ARE certain people that I should call all the time, or at least sometimes. But at the same time, I dont really get any phone calls to see how IM doing either... oh well tho.. i still miss you ALL dearly.
<33* so im already getting ready for my visit! I'll say in prolly about two months... Cuz Im gettin a new car! I really have my eyes set on a Grand Am GT... cuz theyre so damn pretty... But iono.. maybe ill find one I like better... But my mommys puttin the down payment on it, and i juss have to take care of the monthly payments... which wont be too bad seeing as how i make like at least $250 a week...
<33* which brings me to my NEXT point! yes my friends i have gotten a job! *pth!* Arbys drive thru... kinda lame but kinda hype at the same time... Some hott ass contruction guys come thru there OOOH WEE!! And Adam?? well we alllll know i love me some skater boys, and hes juss too damn cute!
<33* "I had a porcelain doll, I held on to it so tightly. But when it broke, I swore, I'd never hold on to something that tightly again." ..its a quote from some song by Fefe Dobson... it means alot
<33* "skeezer" the east coasts version of a slut.
<33* Ive been slowin down on the whole smokin tip. Im actually kinda proud of myself... =) Cuz we all know how much I smoke, And I havent that much lately... a pack lasts me two days... ysy for me.
<33* in these eyes
more than words
more than anything ive spoken
as the skies turned to gray
my hearts just about to crack open
so the story goes
theres something you should know
before i walk away
and i blow the ending...
i never wanna be without you.
<33* "so leave yourself in tact, because i will be coming back. and in a phrase to cut these lips, i love you"
<33* sooo ashamed.
<33* its so effing hott today.. i walked outside for like seriously five minutes to clean out my car, and i GAVE UP! cuz it is FAAAR to hott
<33* Central Air is by far the best thing man ever invented!
<33* as far as the whole, "getting myself together" thing goes, I think Im doing alright. Shit bothers me a little less, More patience for things.. its amazing how you can feel such a change in yourself over the course of like a month.. But I must say, its wonderful.
<33* I forgot how much my familys like the Osbournes... My dad even has the whole "stuttering, cant understand what the hell hes sayin" thing like Ozzy, from far too many years of doin drugs.. lmao ... its effing hilarious.
<33* "shes perfect in her own way"
<33* DAH!... thats all i have to say about that... >:O
<33* welp thats about it on the updatin part.. lets see... did i forget anything??... i miss everyone dearly, gettin a new car, met a nice boy =) we shall see where that goes... umm... got a job, comin back to visit kinda soon, (but not really soon at all), feelin alot better about myself, and all the shit in my life... and thats just about all the important stuff.
<33* I lOvE yOu AlWaYs FoReVeR <33*
<33* i love the people, i love the booooys ;), I love being able to be within arms length of my parents... and I loooooove big bear hugs =)
<33* i miss everyone tho... alot... i still cry sometimes when i think about it, and i feel shitty because there ARE certain people that I should call all the time, or at least sometimes. But at the same time, I dont really get any phone calls to see how IM doing either... oh well tho.. i still miss you ALL dearly.
<33* so im already getting ready for my visit! I'll say in prolly about two months... Cuz Im gettin a new car! I really have my eyes set on a Grand Am GT... cuz theyre so damn pretty... But iono.. maybe ill find one I like better... But my mommys puttin the down payment on it, and i juss have to take care of the monthly payments... which wont be too bad seeing as how i make like at least $250 a week...
<33* which brings me to my NEXT point! yes my friends i have gotten a job! *pth!* Arbys drive thru... kinda lame but kinda hype at the same time... Some hott ass contruction guys come thru there OOOH WEE!! And Adam?? well we alllll know i love me some skater boys, and hes juss too damn cute!
<33* "I had a porcelain doll, I held on to it so tightly. But when it broke, I swore, I'd never hold on to something that tightly again." ..its a quote from some song by Fefe Dobson... it means alot
<33* "skeezer" the east coasts version of a slut.
<33* Ive been slowin down on the whole smokin tip. Im actually kinda proud of myself... =) Cuz we all know how much I smoke, And I havent that much lately... a pack lasts me two days... ysy for me.
<33* in these eyes
more than words
more than anything ive spoken
as the skies turned to gray
my hearts just about to crack open
so the story goes
theres something you should know
before i walk away
and i blow the ending...
i never wanna be without you.
<33* "so leave yourself in tact, because i will be coming back. and in a phrase to cut these lips, i love you"
<33* sooo ashamed.
<33* its so effing hott today.. i walked outside for like seriously five minutes to clean out my car, and i GAVE UP! cuz it is FAAAR to hott
<33* Central Air is by far the best thing man ever invented!
<33* as far as the whole, "getting myself together" thing goes, I think Im doing alright. Shit bothers me a little less, More patience for things.. its amazing how you can feel such a change in yourself over the course of like a month.. But I must say, its wonderful.
<33* I forgot how much my familys like the Osbournes... My dad even has the whole "stuttering, cant understand what the hell hes sayin" thing like Ozzy, from far too many years of doin drugs.. lmao ... its effing hilarious.
<33* "shes perfect in her own way"
<33* DAH!... thats all i have to say about that... >:O
<33* welp thats about it on the updatin part.. lets see... did i forget anything??... i miss everyone dearly, gettin a new car, met a nice boy =) we shall see where that goes... umm... got a job, comin back to visit kinda soon, (but not really soon at all), feelin alot better about myself, and all the shit in my life... and thats just about all the important stuff.
<33* I lOvE yOu AlWaYs FoReVeR <33*