God its hard to breath in here.
I'm looking for a smile, and all I want is to know you are happy. We are a strange pair, but we sure know what love is. I don't like the looks I get when I tell people your age, clearly I don't care, for age is but a number and I don't like the idea that something so ridicules could separate us. I calmly sit back while you rest your head on my chest, the sound of me heart bean and the feel of my breath behind your ear, knowing you feel me in these ways make me feel that much closer to being just as human as you.
I face a great deal of pressure in a day and I can only sit back and take it and in the morning I am finally able to kick back and see how your day was, if its through your thoughts, or just live journal. I think your week could have been better, and I think mine could have as well. I look forward to Thursday, weds I have a lab, I might as well do that before I go off and fuck something up and get in trouble. *Smiles*
What would happen if all I love died? Would I stay the same or would I go insane. I don't like the thought but it’s never impossible. I wish I could bring meg and her Love closer, and at this point love is beautiful and the strange thing is it's almost as if I understand how he makes her feel, that five seconds when she walks down the hall and sees him, the heart beating faster and faster as their eyes beet for that quick moment. You could never ask for more, I know I couldn't. Looking into your ocean blues makes me die inside knowing how amazing incredible and just plain beautiful you are. I feel my heart race faster and faster with each moment you touch me, everything you give me lasts on into forever. Welcome to my long entry about love and what it feels like to be in love. Someday you might be able to hold him close to you, and he will never let you go. The dream you had last night says it all, Talk to her Megan, get to know her, and later she will open you to him. That’s a whole other door, but for now he's just waiting for that right moment for you to both pass again in the hall, catch eyes and share body language. I could never imagine being in love with someone who doesn't even hold you or talk to you for that matter. It hurts, but in so many ways he makes you so happy. I like to say He is interested in you in many ways. Curious, and shy. Think about that tomorrow and lets hear what happens next. While you sit in the library next to him you smile thinking about everything it could be and what It should be. He’s not oblivious to this; he knows what you feel just by the way you look at him each day. You feel it when you look into the eyes of the one who loves you. And that Megan Is exactly how If feel about Kitty.
I face a great deal of pressure in a day and I can only sit back and take it and in the morning I am finally able to kick back and see how your day was, if its through your thoughts, or just live journal. I think your week could have been better, and I think mine could have as well. I look forward to Thursday, weds I have a lab, I might as well do that before I go off and fuck something up and get in trouble. *Smiles*
What would happen if all I love died? Would I stay the same or would I go insane. I don't like the thought but it’s never impossible. I wish I could bring meg and her Love closer, and at this point love is beautiful and the strange thing is it's almost as if I understand how he makes her feel, that five seconds when she walks down the hall and sees him, the heart beating faster and faster as their eyes beet for that quick moment. You could never ask for more, I know I couldn't. Looking into your ocean blues makes me die inside knowing how amazing incredible and just plain beautiful you are. I feel my heart race faster and faster with each moment you touch me, everything you give me lasts on into forever. Welcome to my long entry about love and what it feels like to be in love. Someday you might be able to hold him close to you, and he will never let you go. The dream you had last night says it all, Talk to her Megan, get to know her, and later she will open you to him. That’s a whole other door, but for now he's just waiting for that right moment for you to both pass again in the hall, catch eyes and share body language. I could never imagine being in love with someone who doesn't even hold you or talk to you for that matter. It hurts, but in so many ways he makes you so happy. I like to say He is interested in you in many ways. Curious, and shy. Think about that tomorrow and lets hear what happens next. While you sit in the library next to him you smile thinking about everything it could be and what It should be. He’s not oblivious to this; he knows what you feel just by the way you look at him each day. You feel it when you look into the eyes of the one who loves you. And that Megan Is exactly how If feel about Kitty.