i'm alive (i think)
It's been really busy at work. I've been working on various projects... from documentation to re-creating this whole new site. I'm going NUTS from all this HTML-Script.. coding.. blah... My eyes are going buggers....
I've gained 10 pounds since the beginning of this month???? WHAT the heck is up with that? I'm back to my same FAT self again because of all this sitting in front of the computer typing. At work I type... at home I type.... just so i can stay on top of things at work because no one knows how to do anything more. Okay... i'm sure they do, but no one wants to do anything.
I watched Star Wars 3.... IT WAS BORING... i didn't enjoy it as much as i did with the first and second.. However the old star wars part 4 putted me to sleep twice. I don't think I could ever try to watch it again. I give up, the old movie suck big time.
Camping this weekend. I'm looking for to it... but not really.. i rather be home and type away the new web page for Helpdesk... but i know i need time away from work.... blah.. don't know why i'm so dedicated.
I have applied for financial aide.... so i can go to schoool this fall... however i'm going on vacation in november? I'm retarded... i forgotten... oh well, i'm sure I can manage both.
i'm dumb... the other night i went to get oil for my bike.. my body went numb and I lay my bike down along with me. Must be the heat.... Either that or i'm really sick with something... don't know.. i think my health has improve a little since my brother's death.... but not much... i think it's because of the inside stress and depression i hold away from everyone. I miss my brother.... I'm still angry about it.... I still can't face my mom and be nice to her.. nor my sister.. nor anyone in my family that's for sure. Oh well... i need to stop riding.. because i'm a hazard to myself.
I've gained 10 pounds since the beginning of this month???? WHAT the heck is up with that? I'm back to my same FAT self again because of all this sitting in front of the computer typing. At work I type... at home I type.... just so i can stay on top of things at work because no one knows how to do anything more. Okay... i'm sure they do, but no one wants to do anything.
I watched Star Wars 3.... IT WAS BORING... i didn't enjoy it as much as i did with the first and second.. However the old star wars part 4 putted me to sleep twice. I don't think I could ever try to watch it again. I give up, the old movie suck big time.
Camping this weekend. I'm looking for to it... but not really.. i rather be home and type away the new web page for Helpdesk... but i know i need time away from work.... blah.. don't know why i'm so dedicated.
I have applied for financial aide.... so i can go to schoool this fall... however i'm going on vacation in november? I'm retarded... i forgotten... oh well, i'm sure I can manage both.
i'm dumb... the other night i went to get oil for my bike.. my body went numb and I lay my bike down along with me. Must be the heat.... Either that or i'm really sick with something... don't know.. i think my health has improve a little since my brother's death.... but not much... i think it's because of the inside stress and depression i hold away from everyone. I miss my brother.... I'm still angry about it.... I still can't face my mom and be nice to her.. nor my sister.. nor anyone in my family that's for sure. Oh well... i need to stop riding.. because i'm a hazard to myself.