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Although, things may not be actually spirling out of control for some reason I feel like I'm barely holding on to everything to keep it from going out of control. I feel like on a daily basis it will.
I'm talking about emotionally, physically, mentally, living in this apt building (I mean really, with all these junkies and the people coming in and out how could something bad not happen eventually?), financially, my car, not work - work is still good, and Ben seems good.
Just got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach for awhile now. I went so long just relaxed and cool - there was bound to be a period of termoil..
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In other news I took Ben, and Nacho's brother and neice of the fair the other night. We all had a really great time. It's sad -- his neice really likes me. She holds my hand and gives me hugs. Soon she'll never see me again. :o/
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Ben starts kindergarten in one week. Sad but excited. My commute is going to be awesome. I also asked my boss if I could work different hours which he was hestitant on.. why? because he wants me there as late as possible.. let's not forget he brought in a third person into our department who is there til 5 but he's pretty incompitent so I guess I get why he wants me there as late as possible. Anywho, he did let me change to 7:30 to 4:30 which is pretty sweet considering I was getting home at 6:15 nightly after my commute. Now! We'll get home at like 4:45!
Sad that he's going to kindergarten it's the start of me loosing him.. *sniff*
I'm talking about emotionally, physically, mentally, living in this apt building (I mean really, with all these junkies and the people coming in and out how could something bad not happen eventually?), financially, my car, not work - work is still good, and Ben seems good.
Just got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach for awhile now. I went so long just relaxed and cool - there was bound to be a period of termoil..
...
In other news I took Ben, and Nacho's brother and neice of the fair the other night. We all had a really great time. It's sad -- his neice really likes me. She holds my hand and gives me hugs. Soon she'll never see me again. :o/
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Ben starts kindergarten in one week. Sad but excited. My commute is going to be awesome. I also asked my boss if I could work different hours which he was hestitant on.. why? because he wants me there as late as possible.. let's not forget he brought in a third person into our department who is there til 5 but he's pretty incompitent so I guess I get why he wants me there as late as possible. Anywho, he did let me change to 7:30 to 4:30 which is pretty sweet considering I was getting home at 6:15 nightly after my commute. Now! We'll get home at like 4:45!
Sad that he's going to kindergarten it's the start of me loosing him.. *sniff*