There is no air to breath

[silleeeass]

I feel as if there is no air and my lungs are closing in.... Gainesville is crowding me and everyday that goes by it gets smaller and smaller( i feel as if i am locked in a small room i cannot escape from)... I'm to the point i feel i need to run (I know running doesn't solve anything so thats out of the question).. Anxiety is start to attack me again, and i am unsure how to handle it. I have already had two anxiety attacks this week and this is the first time in almost a year... I am unsure what is bring them on, but i can't take it anymore!!!!!
This probation shit isn't going the way it is suppost to be... My lawyer told me one thing and now another thing is happening, i'm not going to deal with this shit anymore... All i have to say is i DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT ANYONE SAY I AM GETTING OFF TOMORROW! I'm not getting fucked over anymore......
I'm back to thinking about moving, i feel it is time for a change ( god for bid i've been in this small ass town my whole life). I was thinking of staying another year and figuring everything out, but i also haven't signed a lease anywhere for next semester, sooooooooo we'll see.... Well i am off i have a dentist appointment, yuck!
Everyone cross your fingers for me ( about this probation shit), i really need it right now! If you believe in God, even better pray for me :0)!