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I am definitely unsure where to begin.... Like i said yesterday so much to say but can't find the words to say it.... I do feel that it is a good time to write, but that i might be a little to harsh... ( but in some way i don't really care)..
It's funny how someone who claims to be so honest and truthful, becomes a hypocrite! I am unsure what to think of this person at this time... i do indeed love her to death, but at the same time i am disgusted with her. I now know why i freaked out that night in my roommates bedroom, i'm not stupid, i was right on track. Even though you denied it to me then, somewhere inside you knew it might be true too.. God for bid you went to down south (home) with her, you didn't even have the decency to call me or tell me anything... Have you fucked her yet??? are you in love with her? Thats ok i did my share of time with her, all i have to say is have fun.... I wouldn't have ever gone back, lets just hope she doesn't do to you what she did to me... I will not say anymore, for you should understand my frustrations, and that i am not over it and made myself get over it.... I just wanted to let you know how this situation was a little fucked up! I'm sorry that i was harsh, but i will not go back and change my words for they have been lingering in my head for sometime... Just make sure you make wise decisions... I hope you are happy, i really do.... It is best.. i have found myself in a very happy place and hope it takes me far :0)....
P.s. the last couple of days have been great :0):o):0) all i can do is smile !!!!
It's funny how someone who claims to be so honest and truthful, becomes a hypocrite! I am unsure what to think of this person at this time... i do indeed love her to death, but at the same time i am disgusted with her. I now know why i freaked out that night in my roommates bedroom, i'm not stupid, i was right on track. Even though you denied it to me then, somewhere inside you knew it might be true too.. God for bid you went to down south (home) with her, you didn't even have the decency to call me or tell me anything... Have you fucked her yet??? are you in love with her? Thats ok i did my share of time with her, all i have to say is have fun.... I wouldn't have ever gone back, lets just hope she doesn't do to you what she did to me... I will not say anymore, for you should understand my frustrations, and that i am not over it and made myself get over it.... I just wanted to let you know how this situation was a little fucked up! I'm sorry that i was harsh, but i will not go back and change my words for they have been lingering in my head for sometime... Just make sure you make wise decisions... I hope you are happy, i really do.... It is best.. i have found myself in a very happy place and hope it takes me far :0)....
P.s. the last couple of days have been great :0):o):0) all i can do is smile !!!!