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Why is it that everyday ( well for the last couple of days) i find myself down, and upset with myself! I can tell you my heart hurts right now, but it's slowly mending itself back together... I don't really understand a lot of things that are going on right now in my life. I don't know if that because i choose not to understand them or if i really don't... These things i feel i really wish i didn't feel! I think it's time to leave for the weekend... Gainesville is drowning me. The beach sounds like a good plan! I want to take off for one of the weekends where you just bum it! like going to the beach late friday night and drinking yourself silly then passing out in your car and waking up at the butt crack of dawn to go to the beach! LoL i've actually never done, but the thought of it really excites me.
So i talked to Alyssa today, i feel bad that i haven't called her in a long time. I love her to death, but it's hard to be around her. Not because i want to be with her, but because of her morals in life! I don't understand how she can continue to do the things she does after almost dying one night.. which is a night i never want to remember! I do believe she's slowly learning, she's just one of those people that has to experience everything in order to learn from it! I am excited though to hear that her and John are planning to come and visit me soon. It'll be lots of fun :0)!
Anyhow i am off.. Oh yea Sarah i was going through storage the other day and found my old yearbooks, so i though i would take a look at The Rocks yearbook! LOL... all i have to say is that if you still own that yearbook then please don't look at my picture... ahhh it's horrible! LOL i think its kind of funny though! good ole times at the rock!!!
So i talked to Alyssa today, i feel bad that i haven't called her in a long time. I love her to death, but it's hard to be around her. Not because i want to be with her, but because of her morals in life! I don't understand how she can continue to do the things she does after almost dying one night.. which is a night i never want to remember! I do believe she's slowly learning, she's just one of those people that has to experience everything in order to learn from it! I am excited though to hear that her and John are planning to come and visit me soon. It'll be lots of fun :0)!
Anyhow i am off.. Oh yea Sarah i was going through storage the other day and found my old yearbooks, so i though i would take a look at The Rocks yearbook! LOL... all i have to say is that if you still own that yearbook then please don't look at my picture... ahhh it's horrible! LOL i think its kind of funny though! good ole times at the rock!!!