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Life really sucks sometimes. As of yesterday, I though my future was clear. But now, after talking to my dad, it's not. Yesterday I thought about not returning to SVSU next year. I have two classes to finish for vet school after this coming semester and see no reason to spend over $5000 in housing for two classes. So I talked to my parents and my best friend Theresa about next year just taking the one class at Macomb in the winter semester and driving two times a week during the fall semester to Saginaw to take the other class. Theresa agrees with me and thinks it's a good idea and my parents really didn't say anything. That way I can work full time at Wilson's and save money for actual vet school which I plan on applying to next fall. Well that's what the plan turned out to be. Now my dad tells me that since I won't be going to school full time next year, he won't be able to have me on his insurance anymore. Well I suppose I can get insurance with Wilson's since I would be working there full time. But what happens when I go to MSU for vet school? There is no way in hell I can go to school and work full time to have insurance. By then, my dad said I'll be too old to be on his insurance anyway. So it's like I'm screwed either way. I go to fucking SVSU just to go full time so I'm insured, or I try to get insurance through Wilson's. Either way I need insurance because I get sick a lot and have to go to the doctor. And I just got done with having low grade precervical cancer. So how am I to do my regular checkups to make sure it's gone, if I don't have insurance? Oh well I guess. If I don't have medical insurance and it comes back, there is nothing I can do about it. I guess I'll just wait and see how it all plays out. What's meant for me, is meant for me. Can't change fate right?