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ive just finished a week of yoga, meditation, silence and mindfulness. i felt. i learned. i am, a bit more than usual. a bit foolish, doubtful and ignorant. a bit joyful, blissful and complete. i can tell the ones that don't know. they ask questions that don't make any sense, like a curious cat with one leg. i passed a full moon and a solstice. and now that the week has passed i feel what .is. more strongly. so strongly, in fact, that my mind could spontaneously explode. like a tiny tiny atomic bomb in the center of my brain. whats it like? like a black hole inside a microscopic sun deep inside and 2 inches back behind the central channel of the female who lives inside of me. the sun frees light to explore the vastness of inside, and the black hole takes it back in and burns it in an intra-dimensional dream before offering it to the sun again and again and again it goes on in this totally twisting psychedelically whaling chanting love beyond. the postcard mailed by lsd is nice, a pretty picture reminding me in pixalated black and white of my destination. i know it more clearly now, who im going to be in five years.
i climbed to the top of the 100' redwood tree behind my house last evening and watched lightening dash across the clouds and into the ocean.
.it feels like a thousand years from up hear.
i climbed to the top of the 100' redwood tree behind my house last evening and watched lightening dash across the clouds and into the ocean.
.it feels like a thousand years from up hear.
