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I am so confuzzled. I don't know what to do anymore. And I'm scared, mostly of moving to Thompson...it is an adventure yet still something to fear. To move away from all my friends and not be able to come back even for a few days because it costs $160 both ways from Thompson to Winnipeg. That's money I can't afford to spend. Especially not because I am also saving for three piercings and another tattoo. But I want to go there so that I can sort out all the stupid stuff that I have been doing lately...guy problems, drug problems, drinking problems. So many problems. And this damn depression which I can never escape from. Life is confusing and way too complicated. It really is. Meh, one day I will figure myself out and then I'll have wished I never had actually picked apart my thoughts. Dammit, I hate this.
And Genista, Mindy and Jill I am mad at. Sigh, I must be a loser. I spent this whole evening in res. I am sick of res, and am leaving in five days. I just wanted to do something.
*Leaves now to go off into my little dark corner to cry and amuse myself patheticly*
And Genista, Mindy and Jill I am mad at. Sigh, I must be a loser. I spent this whole evening in res. I am sick of res, and am leaving in five days. I just wanted to do something.
*Leaves now to go off into my little dark corner to cry and amuse myself patheticly*