Aug 30, 2004 12:27
last night, when I getting into bed, I smelled like grass. and there was a piece on my arm. I wonder where that came from...
so.. so my mom found my stash. and now it's gone. and so is the 'net. but that's alright..sorta..kinda.. it's reasonable but I'm going through withdrawls. just music withdrawls. and I'm actually getting sleep. yeah.
also, I decided to actually slow down this time. everything is catching up with me. I guess, I don't know, I'm not "settling down" but I'm going to actually apply myself to school and trying to find a job. Lillian's insurance runs out at the end of September so I better find one by then. damn. and yeah, kick my ass to get back in shape and maaaybbe save the weed for special occasions. still have a tiny bit left but no pipe.
it feels like I'm getting caught with everything and it's just not fun anymore. the novelty of sleeping around and being unproductive is wearing off quickly.
too many people have stuff of mine.