sound of settling
When I was at the gym yesterday, I was up to 85 rpm on the elliptical and I almost fainted. There were a couple times I almost randomly lost my balance throughout the day. Ha. Equilibrium inebriated. It's nice when my hands stop shaking.
Hmm. That seems to be my second, seemingly innocent, vehicle related incident with the cops this month. I hate how she asked how much I'd been drinking rather than if I had at all. I hadn't. See, I don't always lie.
The day time was enjoyable though. Hadn't hung out with Daisy in a long time, Megan in a while. Randomly saw way too many people to keep track. When I was in my grandpa's room rolling pennies, Jason walked past. I hadn't seen that kid in years either. Not since that time.. that time Lola was over.. and we made the army men bum sex cake.. Allison still has the cake pan, I swear.
Yay for Daisy on webcam.
Christ, what is with my bad parking choices and authority? Even the hospital is hardcore with security. Wish I could have taken more pictures since it was dead. And I have nothing else to do except drink my diet ginger ale and watch my vision turn inside out. Would go out, but, yeah.
Today I ate two fat slices of apple with pb and jam then some almost riceless sushi. I'm sure everyone wanted to know that.
I think the clothed, fat, pony riding club is almost as cool as xXtHeXxXiSxXsIlEnTxX.
Sometimes really cheesy things happen. And they're wonderful until you realise how lame that was. The other night when I was feeling beyond shitty, after giving up on everyone I emptied my pockets and laughed at Jenna's beefy drawing. Then I stuck it on my wall because there was sticky tack and it would get horribly lost otherwise.
Then driving home just now, I pondered over how you (at least I) never know if you really want something until you have it. You can fantasize until your head explodes and feel you really need this thing or person then they might be anticipating your elation when it really turns to mediocrity.
That and I can't listen to that Cure tape and feel the same anymore.
Hmm. That seems to be my second, seemingly innocent, vehicle related incident with the cops this month. I hate how she asked how much I'd been drinking rather than if I had at all. I hadn't. See, I don't always lie.
The day time was enjoyable though. Hadn't hung out with Daisy in a long time, Megan in a while. Randomly saw way too many people to keep track. When I was in my grandpa's room rolling pennies, Jason walked past. I hadn't seen that kid in years either. Not since that time.. that time Lola was over.. and we made the army men bum sex cake.. Allison still has the cake pan, I swear.
Yay for Daisy on webcam.
Christ, what is with my bad parking choices and authority? Even the hospital is hardcore with security. Wish I could have taken more pictures since it was dead. And I have nothing else to do except drink my diet ginger ale and watch my vision turn inside out. Would go out, but, yeah.
Today I ate two fat slices of apple with pb and jam then some almost riceless sushi. I'm sure everyone wanted to know that.
I think the clothed, fat, pony riding club is almost as cool as xXtHeXxXiSxXsIlEnTxX.
Sometimes really cheesy things happen. And they're wonderful until you realise how lame that was. The other night when I was feeling beyond shitty, after giving up on everyone I emptied my pockets and laughed at Jenna's beefy drawing. Then I stuck it on my wall because there was sticky tack and it would get horribly lost otherwise.
Then driving home just now, I pondered over how you (at least I) never know if you really want something until you have it. You can fantasize until your head explodes and feel you really need this thing or person then they might be anticipating your elation when it really turns to mediocrity.
That and I can't listen to that Cure tape and feel the same anymore.