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hmmm, well i'm gonna sound lame, especially to carly, cuz she's gota an even huger reason to be sad, (i heart you car!!!) my friend jessica, just happened to blurt out that she liked jordan, the day he asked me, (and she even supposedly help get us together...w/e, that was carly's doing on the chat!!) anyway, so i know this who goes to my church and likes jordan, right?? okay, so i should've been PMSing last week, but i wasn't, although it would've been easier...but i was a jack**er, so he kinda wasn't so sure....but i sat and thought like a good girl over the weekend, and i came back monday happy as could be. (i love my jordan) so i was talking to jess, sunday night, and me and jordan hadn't really talked much over the weekend, while i thought, and she decided to ask jordan the question that she asked me. so the next day, when i was chilling at lunch, i asked her, and she said that she asked him, and he didn't know anything about it. all good. so later that night, she came on and was like yeah, i asked him and he said you weren't doing too hot. *whoa what!! she apparently already asked earlier and he didn't know what she was talking about.....and keep in mind, she likes him* whatever, i let it go, so then yesterday was much fun and i ended up talking to jess online yet again, and she said that he wasn't digging me in that way...so i started to think about it A LOT, and today at school, he kept walking away after a while...la de da, but like at lunch, we'd be like hug hug, hold arms...whatever (it would be hands, and kissy stuff, but jessie's messed with my head) and another jessica, jordan's Best friend, is asking why i'm all sad, and asking whats up with us, cuz apparently he decided not to tell his best friend...hmm, but the jessica i don't like was running up to him, and hugging on him, and like a bunch of crap, and i started to bug me, and i lost it once, and i hit her arm, but i stopped before i told her off at lunch, cuz that's gay. but if he wasn't digging me, and if he isn't, then he should clue me in, otherwise, i'm gonna have to (and i am, when she gets on, or when i see her next) tell jess to not be all touchy with my BOYFRIEND! and i've known her for a few years, and i know thats what she does, and she won't stop till she gets it, and she's prolly egged on by her mom, and she's always having boyfriends, and when i find one that i kinda really like, she wants to take him. makes me sad. but i dunno, maybe i'm parinoid. possibly. i hope so...........