GOD DAMN IT ALL!!!
I am sick and fucking tired of it! all the fighting about work and musical conflicts. This time i have 2 side with my parents though. Between Band, Chorale, Piano, and other commitments, i have no time to work during the school year, so i have 2 summer jobs. My guarding job starts on monday, during the parade. So i cant go to the parade. I tell kunzel this and she practially flips! its fucking rediculas! Who does she allow people to walk all over her and not come to functions and she doesnt care? Why do i get yelled at when i go to practally everything the Band does? you know people are on not show up on Monday! Between this and the fucking Dramatic Chorale crap, its rediculas. between Kelsy Fucking "running away from reherasl" because dalton yelled at her, and the FUCKING HYPICRITICAL BITCH THAT IS CATLYON LYONS its tooo much! i cant take it all. catlyon makes me want to do something not good. im not sure exactly what, but domething!!!!! FUCKING TEXTMESSAGING in the MIDDLE of rehersal! what an example PRESIDENT!!! FUCK YYOU , YOU FUCKING ASSSWHOLE!!!!
and then she has the AUDASITY to lecture us in seattle, WHILE she is crying mind you, that WE need to get our attitudes together and pay attencion!!! and Kelsy, who as much as i like her, cauese a comotion because Dalton yelled at her! GET THE FUCK USED TO IT!!! he does it to EVERYONE!!!! she says the chorale means so fucking much to her and bullshit like that! I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT!!! I GAVE MY LIVE FOR THESE ENSAMLES, AND PEOPLE HAVE THE FUCKING NERVE TO PULL THIS KIND OF SHIT!!!!! there were plenty of people who did not DERSERVE to be upset on tour!!!! IM SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT!!!!! SICK AND FUCKING TIRED! WHY IS IT THAT THE MOST DEDICATETED PEOPLE GET THE WORST FROM IT!!! I need money, so i need a job. I give up my year to put up with this shit. so when i finally have time to work, i get bitched at. i wnderstand whats the matter with it, but I cant help it! im sick of it all.
Kristen Killi said to me, "Mike, you always help, and fix other peoples problems, what about you?" i answered, "because I dont have any".....at least none that anyone else can do anything about.
and then she has the AUDASITY to lecture us in seattle, WHILE she is crying mind you, that WE need to get our attitudes together and pay attencion!!! and Kelsy, who as much as i like her, cauese a comotion because Dalton yelled at her! GET THE FUCK USED TO IT!!! he does it to EVERYONE!!!! she says the chorale means so fucking much to her and bullshit like that! I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT!!! I GAVE MY LIVE FOR THESE ENSAMLES, AND PEOPLE HAVE THE FUCKING NERVE TO PULL THIS KIND OF SHIT!!!!! there were plenty of people who did not DERSERVE to be upset on tour!!!! IM SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT!!!!! SICK AND FUCKING TIRED! WHY IS IT THAT THE MOST DEDICATETED PEOPLE GET THE WORST FROM IT!!! I need money, so i need a job. I give up my year to put up with this shit. so when i finally have time to work, i get bitched at. i wnderstand whats the matter with it, but I cant help it! im sick of it all.
Kristen Killi said to me, "Mike, you always help, and fix other peoples problems, what about you?" i answered, "because I dont have any".....at least none that anyone else can do anything about.