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I was really close to getting my sister to not go to Ozzfest, but then it didn't work cause she told my dad about it. She basically blamed it on Heath sayin that I only didn't want her to go because of Heather, which is not true. I didn't want her to go because she's not into that type of music, she wouldn't like the bands, she's gonna argue with everything I say and do, we don't get along, she's gonna wanna leave early, and she's gonna ruin the good time like always. Which all of that turned out to be true, even though she wouldn't admit to any of it except the wanting to leave early part. And she just had to rub it in while we were leaving Ozzfest that "She's so glad she didn't give her ticket to Chris, cause she had the greatest time!" Yip-fuckin-ee. So yeah, I got bitched out by my dad because of her. I cried for three hours total the night before Ozzfest. Turns out I only got two hours of sleep that night. Yeah, I was really happy that morning goin to Ozzfest. I acted like I was cause I wanted to keep the rest of them in a good mood, but I wasn't happy at all. I'm just glad that Amanda finally stopped and got me cigs, cause if she hadn't I would've died. I didn't have a good time at all until Rob Zombie came on. Heath and I slept for about fortyfive minutes before that. She ended up sleeping a bit longer after. We were both dead tired, though she was the only one showin it, until Rob Zombie came on. Then we went up to the stage and got really pumped. We were jumpin up n down n screemin like fuck. After that we went to the main stage and heard a bunch more bands, including Mudvayne (YES!!!) Iron Maiden, and Black Label Society, and then Black Sabbath played. After that Ozzy came on. Dani and Amanda wanted to leave during Mudvayne and they were like the second band that played on the main stage. I'm like "fuck no, I'm stayin till after Ozzy plays a few songs, fuck that!" Anyways, before Rob Zombie played Heath and I went on a little adventure to explore out new environment. We found out that if when we make out for guys they give us a free cd. Cool, huh? Okay, okay, I'll tell the story, quit your whining. So we're walkin around and find a game where you kick a soccer ball at a dude who's sittin on a stool on the other end of the tent like net. We stood there for a sec and watched the losers miss the fucker and get yelled at by the announcer. We look at eachother and both go "nah" so we keep walkin to the table next to it. The guys tells us how if we give him five bucks each, then we'll each get a dart to throw at the balloons. If we hit a balloon we get what the tag under it says. Whether we hit a balloon or not we get a complimentary Ozzfest cd. Well we both miss, but came pretty close to not. So the guy says, "Well, at least you made out" meaning, we both got a cd. But me bein the smart ass I am, I look at Heath and say "What, we made out? When did this happen?" The guy goes "Well, if you make out then I'll give you a different cd." Heath looks at me "Anjie?" I look at her "Why not." So we make out for about 45 seconds and get a different Ozzfest cd. So now we both have this years and last years Ozzfest cds cause we made out. Great story huh? Anyway, when Ozzy came up I went absolutely nuts. I had my hands on Heath's shoulders half the time using her for support as I jumped up n down in excitement. I was ecstatic! I'd never seen Ozzy in person before and I couldn't wait to see him then. He looks a lot better than I thought he would. So we left after that, I had to drive home cause my sis didn't feel good. But I ended up stayin the night at Heath's cause I really didn't feel like going home, I knew that would just ruin the goodness of it all, plus I figure it was a good chance to see Heath more. So I stayed the night expecting to stay till about six, but that ended when her mom decided to be retarded and have Justin take me home at four thirty er some shit. So I went home, was bored a lot, then hung out with Chris around 8:30. We watched Guess Who which is a really good movie. I took him home around 11:30 and then came home and watched Knockaround Guys. Went to bed about 2am and got up at 2 in the afternoon. Helped Dad with the car, did fiberglass and put in the windshield, then came in and watched Knockaround Guys again only this time with my parents. Chris came over about 9, watched the end of Knockaround Guys, then we went to Meijer and bought some stuff for mom. Came home, watched some house renovation thing on tv then took him home. Got back about midnight and got on here.
I'm really glad that I broke up with Day for Chris. I like Chris a lot more cause we just kinda click. I don't feel awkward kissing him like I did with Day. Every time Day went to touch me I wanted him to just go away. But I like it when Chris holds my hand, er hugs me er whatever. Our personalities go together a lot better too. I think I didn't like Day touching me at all cause it seemed like all he wanted was basically to be in my pants. Chris doesn't act that way, whether he feels that way er not, so I feel more comfortable with him. Iduno, maybe I'm on crack, but I like Chris a lot more than I liked Day. I didn't even wanna be around Day. I mean, I don't wanna be with people at all, even if I really care about them and like them a lot. I don't even wanna hang out with Heath ever, but I know that once I'm with her I'm not gonna wanna leave so that's what makes me want to hang out. With Day it wasn't like that. I didn't wanna be with him at all, and when I was with him I couldn't wait till I got to leave. With Chris I dread the moment he gets here, but then I don't wanna take him home once he's here cause I wanna be with him. I'm majorly rambling though, so I'm gonna shut up now. I think I might go have a smoke if my parents are both in bed...