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May 09, 2005 21:17

didn't go to school today. I almost threw up this morning. So yeah I didn't go. I ended up sleeping til about 9, didn't get up til 12 cause I couldn't even move my stomach hurt so much. Finally at 12 I was like okay, I have to try and eat something cause it might make me feel better. So I went searching for food and all I found was Chef Boyardee (sp) which didn't help, it actually made it worse - as I suspected but i'm a dumbass so I ate it anyway. So in order to keep myself from spillin my guts I ate some nuts. That helped, but I still felt like shit so I drank some Diet Coke which doesn't help as much as regular but it did the trick. Then I fell asleep like five times watchin Troy. It was a good movie, just not when I'm sick cause I can't keep my eyes open to save my life. I had to replace Heath's ear rings that I borowed so at about three er somethin I went with my sis and sky to fix her car and yeah, then at like eight I came home and still felt like shit and wanted to throw up. So I ate fries and had a shake which ALWAYS gets rid of it for me. There's just one exception, and that was tonight. I feel even more like shit. Awesome huh.
Then Michael got stuck in the hole in the cupboard three times today so I had to get him out, which he was stuck every time. That was fun.
Jessica B. imed me when I got on. She said she missed me today.
I lost Heath's bead to her ear ring in the couch last night. Me and dad fished for it for at least a half hour - prolly closer to an hour - but we never found it. It really pisses me off that I can never do anything right. I lose fucking everything. It pisses me off. I'm not borowing anything else from anyone ever again. I fuck everything up. I'm such a dumbass.
What pisses me off the most is that I can't even fix it, ever. Like with this, I'm sick and feeling like I'm gonna throw up every time I try to move my torsow, which means every step I take hurts and makes me wanna throw up. But I went out today so I could go to Hot Topic and get her those ear rings and they didn't have the right ones so I got different ones with spikes that were the same color - two blacks, two reds - but it's not good enough. Nothing ever is.
Well that's basically it so whatever.
×Anjela×
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