Oct 24, 2007 09:16
Too bad things aren't how they used to be, so that I can relive them, and redo some of the things I did wrong. Today is a new day, only time knows what it has in store for me. My head feels like its been spinning for the past few weeks. Time has its wings on. I feel as if its leaving me behind.
This is gonna be the weekend of all weekends. There are gonna be so many parties. My costumes are looking hot. Halloween was never my holiday, however, I gonna make it this year.
There have been so many things going on. School is almost over, and i'll be graduating in December. I'm rele looking forward to it. I can finally start the next chapter of my life. I am ready to move on with it.
Had a serious talk with my ex. He made me see a lot. There are some qualities about me, that really need work. I am still buzzing with how profound the conversation with him was. He knew me better than I thought he did. The goal I have been chasing after has been shown to me in a different way, and i'm not too sure if I want it how I did before. I had so much animosity and resentment towards him however, through our conversation, I feel as if the malice has been expunged. I am over it all.... I need to start to love myself. Then and only then, will people see me for who I am!