There's A Dozen Reasons In This Gun
Title: There's A Dozen Reasons In This Gun {Bullet One}
Author:
silhouettes_die
Rating: NC-17/R
Pairing: Jon/Brendon & some other people
POV: Jon
Summary: Those who have wronged shall get what they deserve.
Disclaimer: Just as fake as Pluto being a planet. Title credit goes to Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance.
Warnings: Violence for now.
Author Notes: My first fic for LJ. Comments would be wonderful. This is also a short story only twelve chapters.
"Stop looking at me like that." I sighed staring into her frightened eyes. "You made me do this."
"You might think I'm a monster now but you'll see it will get so much better when we're gone."
She struggled twisting in the chair I bounded her to; her eyes were wide as tears cascaded down her face. It hurt to know she didn't want to get away from this pain I'd been carrying with her, when I finally found a way out she didn't want it.
"Come on I promised you I'd help, and that's what I'm going to do." I reasoned walking towards her.
She began to slide away using her feet to push, I knew she would hit the wall soon enough and stop moving. The chair and wall collided with a loud thump echoing throughout the small bare room. Her breath became heavy as she tried anything to get out of the chair, she looked as if I was the predator and she the pray.
"You begged me, so much to get away and that's what we're going to do."
Her head began to shake telling me 'no' that she changed her mind; I wasn't going to let her back down. We are going to do this no matter what; I just had to convince her.
"Think about it pain doesn't exist where we're going, no more tears, heartbreak, especially the judgment. We'll get away from the disapproving eyes, the ones that haunt you every night."
More tears fell from her crystal eyes as she just stared at me with that horrid expression that could haunt you for years, but years wouldn' exist for us much longer. We'd just be together we wouldn't keep track of time; we just keep living with each other in love. There would be no need to know what day or year all we'd need to know is how long we'll be together, and I was going to make sure that it would be forever.
"Remember the day your aunt died?" I asked watching her face change slowly to anger. "You were devastated and ran all the way to my house, and remember what you asked me?"
I stopped and stared at her, her face looked as hard as stone as she glared at me wishing I would drop dead. I know this was hurting her terribly but I had to convince her, she needed to see this would be all right.
"You asked me to stop the pain you felt and take it all away, and that's what I'm doing. And now that I can you don't want me to live up to my promise? It was your wish and now I can help you."
She broke out in a scream and struggled harder against the ropes, the cloth that covered her mouth muffled the scream making it seem weak. I smirked and kneeled in front of her bushing her cheek lightly, she jumped glaring at me harder as if daring me to do it again. So I did and neared her face with a grin.
"I love you so much that's why I'm doing this." I paused and stood up pulling the gun out of my pocket. "After all you did ask for this."
A loud bang echoed throughout the whole room and the blood splattered on the wall, she was finally free.
Too bad I wasn't going with her.
Author:
silhouettes_die
Rating: NC-17/R
Pairing: Jon/Brendon & some other people
POV: Jon
Summary: Those who have wronged shall get what they deserve.
Disclaimer: Just as fake as Pluto being a planet. Title credit goes to Demolition Lovers by My Chemical Romance.
Warnings: Violence for now.
Author Notes: My first fic for LJ. Comments would be wonderful. This is also a short story only twelve chapters.
"Stop looking at me like that." I sighed staring into her frightened eyes. "You made me do this."
"You might think I'm a monster now but you'll see it will get so much better when we're gone."
She struggled twisting in the chair I bounded her to; her eyes were wide as tears cascaded down her face. It hurt to know she didn't want to get away from this pain I'd been carrying with her, when I finally found a way out she didn't want it.
"Come on I promised you I'd help, and that's what I'm going to do." I reasoned walking towards her.
She began to slide away using her feet to push, I knew she would hit the wall soon enough and stop moving. The chair and wall collided with a loud thump echoing throughout the small bare room. Her breath became heavy as she tried anything to get out of the chair, she looked as if I was the predator and she the pray.
"You begged me, so much to get away and that's what we're going to do."
Her head began to shake telling me 'no' that she changed her mind; I wasn't going to let her back down. We are going to do this no matter what; I just had to convince her.
"Think about it pain doesn't exist where we're going, no more tears, heartbreak, especially the judgment. We'll get away from the disapproving eyes, the ones that haunt you every night."
More tears fell from her crystal eyes as she just stared at me with that horrid expression that could haunt you for years, but years wouldn' exist for us much longer. We'd just be together we wouldn't keep track of time; we just keep living with each other in love. There would be no need to know what day or year all we'd need to know is how long we'll be together, and I was going to make sure that it would be forever.
"Remember the day your aunt died?" I asked watching her face change slowly to anger. "You were devastated and ran all the way to my house, and remember what you asked me?"
I stopped and stared at her, her face looked as hard as stone as she glared at me wishing I would drop dead. I know this was hurting her terribly but I had to convince her, she needed to see this would be all right.
"You asked me to stop the pain you felt and take it all away, and that's what I'm doing. And now that I can you don't want me to live up to my promise? It was your wish and now I can help you."
She broke out in a scream and struggled harder against the ropes, the cloth that covered her mouth muffled the scream making it seem weak. I smirked and kneeled in front of her bushing her cheek lightly, she jumped glaring at me harder as if daring me to do it again. So I did and neared her face with a grin.
"I love you so much that's why I'm doing this." I paused and stood up pulling the gun out of my pocket. "After all you did ask for this."
A loud bang echoed throughout the whole room and the blood splattered on the wall, she was finally free.
Too bad I wasn't going with her.